France -- Court and courtiers; France -- History -- Louis XV, 1715-1774
It is a law of Providence that no one can shine without suffering, and
that jealous Fortune avenges herself for all the successes that she
grants. Women are like conquerors: they always expiate their triumphs.
For these queens _à la mode_, these dazzling magicians who appear
like meteors and who live amid a cloud of incense, there is after
all no alternative but death or dethronement. To die or to grow old,
that is the terrible dilemma from which they are unable to extricate
themselves. Women whose attractions have not been more than ordinary
bend to this common law with sufficient resignation. But the celebrated
beauty, the haughty beauty who delights in herself as if her youth
were never to end, secretly revolts against cruel destiny and silently
endures a real martyrdom. Her shrivelled hand tries to retain the
sceptre that is slipping from it. She is unwilling to descend from the
throne whence she has been used to survey a crowd of servile adorers.
As the changes come on gradually, in a manner hardly perceptible, she
has probably failed to notice the precursory symptoms of her decline.
She is told on all sides that she is more seductive, more radiant,
than ever. Then, in this last blossoming of her departing youth, she
experiences that indefinable sentiment, that blending of unquiet joy
and voluptuous melancholy, which takes possession of the soul under the
light of the last bright days of autumn. When one looks at the azure
sky, one cannot realize that winter is so near. But if one drops one’s
eyes, the yellowing leaves that cover the ground or are swept away by
the wind, remind one that the feast of nature is drawing to a close.
The woman who longs most to preserve her illusions concerning the
perpetuity of her youth, finds warning accusations which afflict and
terrify her. The first wrinkles, the first gray hairs; the color which
needs to be touched up, the lips and eyes which call imperiously for
paint; the insolent mirror which nevertheless one cannot break because
it is in opposition to the flatterers, because in its mute language it
brutally declares the truth!
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