Courtship -- Fiction; New York (State) -- Fiction; Short stories
“Miss Susan,” he continued, “I may as well speak out now as at another
time.” He too was looking towards the ground, and clearly did not know
what to do with his hands. “The truth is just this. I—I love you
dearly, with all my heart. I never saw any one I ever thought so
beautiful, so nice, and so good;—and what’s more, I never shall. I’m not
very good at this sort of thing, I know; but I couldn’t go away from
Saratoga for six weeks and not tell you.” And then he ceased. He did
not ask for any love in return. His presumption had not got so far as
that yet. He merely declared his passion, leaning against the door, and
there he stood twiddling his thumbs.
Susan had not the slightest conception of the way in which she ought to
receive such a declaration. She had never had a lover before; nor had
she ever thought of Aaron absolutely as a lover, though something very
like love for him had been crossing over her spirit. Now, at this
moment, she felt that he was the beau-idéal of manhood, though his boots
were covered with the railway mud, and though his pantaloons were tucked
up in rolls round his ankles. He was a fine, well-grown, open-faced
fellow, whose eye was bold and yet tender, whose brow was full and broad,
and all his bearing manly. Love him! Of course she loved him. Why else
had her heart melted with pleasure when her mother said that that second
picture was to be accepted?
But what was she to say? Anything but the open truth; she well knew
that. The open truth would not do at all. What would her mother say and
Hetta if she were rashly to say that? Hetta, she knew, would be dead
against such a lover, and of her mother’s approbation she had hardly more
hope. Why they should disapprove of Aaron as a lover she had never asked
herself. There are many nice things that seem to be wrong only because
they are so nice. Maybe that Susan regarded a lover as one of them.
“Oh, Mr. Dunn, you shouldn’t.” That in fact was all that she could say.
“Should not I?” said he. “Well, perhaps not; but there’s the truth, and
no harm ever comes of that. Perhaps I’d better not ask you for an answer
now, but I thought it better you should know it all. And remember this—I
only care for one thing now in the world, and that is for your love.”
And then he paused, thinking possibly that in spite of what he had said
he might perhaps get some sort of an answer, some inkling of the state of
her heart’s disposition towards him.
But Susan had at once resolved to take him at his word when he suggested
that an immediate reply was not necessary. To say that she loved him was
of course impossible, and to say that she did not was equally so. She
determined therefore to close at once with the offer of silence.
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