She might have ended the sentence in a way that would have come much
closer to him, and been much truer, but conventionality had been bred
into her for generations and she did not find it possible yet freely to
speak the truth. Indeed, as she thought of her position here it seemed
to her she had become shamelessly unconventional. She thought of her
mother, careful, correct,--"Always be correct, my dear,"--and wondered
what she would say could she see her only child on these wild,
unchaperoned rides and in these strange confidences where she was a
girl and Dave was a boy and all the artificialities with which society
aims to protect itself had been stripped away. There was a dash of
adventure which added to the relish of the situation.
"It's such a wonderful life," she continued. "One gets so strong and
happy in it."
"You'd soon get sick of it," he said. "We don't see nothin'. We don't
learn nothin'. Reenie, I'm eighteen, an' I bet you could read an'
write better'n me when you was six."
"Did you never go to school?" she asked, in genuine surprise. She knew
his speech was ungrammatical, but thought that due to careless training
rather than to no training at all.
"Where'd I go to school?" he demanded bitterly. "There ain't a school
within forty miles. Guess I wouldn't have went if I could," he added
as an afterthought, wishing to be quite honest in the matter. "School
didn't seem to cut no figure--until jus' lately."
"But you have learned--some?" she continued.
"Some. When I was a little kid my father used to work with me at
times. He learned me to read a little, an' to write my name, an' a
little more. But things didn't go right between him an' mother, an' he
got to drinkin' more an' more, an' just makin' hell of it. We used to
have a mighty fine herd of steers here, but it's all shot to pieces.
We don't put up hardly no hay, an' in a bad winter they die like
rabbits. When we sell a bunch the old man'll stay in town for a month
or more, blowin' the coin and leavin' the debts go. But I've been
fixin' him this year or two. I sneak a couple of steers away now an'
then, an' with the money I keep our grocery bills paid up, an' have a
little to rattle in my jeans. My credit's good at any store in town,"
and Irene thrilled to the note of pride in his voice as he said this.
The boy had real quality in him. "But I'm sick of it all," he
continued. "Sick of it, an' I wanna get out."
"You think you are not educated," she answered, trying to meet his
outburst as tactfully as possible. "Perhaps you are not, the way we
think of it in the city. But I guess there's a good many things you
can't learn out of books, and I guess you could show the city boys a
good many things they don't know, and never will know."
For the first time he looked her straight in the face. His dark eyes
met her grey ones, and demanded truth. "Irene," he said, "do you mean
that?"
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