After the last rites had been paid to the old rancher Dave set about at
once to wind up his affairs, and it was not until then that he
discovered how deeply his father had been involved. The selling of the
cattle and the various effects realized only enough to discharge the
liabilities, and when this had been done Dave found himself with a
considerable area of unmarketable land, a considerable bundle of paid
bills, and his horse, saddle and revolver. He rode his horse to town,
carrying a few articles of wear with him. It was only after a stiff
fight he could bring himself to part with his one companion. The last
miles into town were ridden very slowly, with the boy frequently
leaning forward and stroking the horse's neck and ears.
"Tough doin's, ol' Slop-eye," he would say. "Tough doin's. But it's
got to be done. I can't keep you in town; 't ain't like out on the old
ranch. An' I got a bigger job now than ever you an' me stood in on,
an' we've stood in on some big ones, too, ain't we? But that's gone
an' done; that old life's all busted, all of a sudden, like a bottle.
Busted an' run out. I got a big job on now, an' you can't take no
part. You jus' got to get out. You're done, see?" He sold horse and
saddle for sixty dollars and took a room at a cheap hotel until he
should find work and still cheaper lodgings.
In the evening he walked through the streets of the little cow-town.
It was not altogether new to him; he had frequently visited it for
business or pleasure, but he had never felt the sense of strangeness
which oppressed him this night. In the past he had always been in the
town as a visitor; his roots were still in the ranch; he could afford
to notice the ways of the town, and smile to himself a whimsical smile
and go on. But now he was throwing in his lot with the town; he was
going to be one of it, and it stretched no arms of welcome to him. It
snubbed him with its indifference. . . . He became aware that he was
very lonely. He became aware that the gathering twilight in the great
hills had never seemed so vague and empty as the dusk of this strange
town. He realized that he had but one friend in the world; but one,
and of her he knew not so much as her address. . . . He began to
wonder whether he really had a friend at all; whether the girl would
not discard him when he was of no further use just as he had discarded
his faithful old horse. Tears of loneliness and remorse gathered in
his eyes, and a mist not of the twilight blurred the street lamps now
glimmering from their poles. He felt that he had treated the horse
very shabbily indeed. He wanted old Slop-eye back again. He suddenly
wanted him with a terrific longing; wanted him more than anything else
in the world. For a moment he forgot the girl, and all his
homesickness centred about the beast which had been so long his
companion and servant and friend.
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