the note of interest when he went on: “As I told you a while ago, Lady
Coxon, poor dear, is demented.” His tone had much behind it—was full of
promise. I asked if her ladyship’s misfortune were a trait of her malady
or only of her character, and he pronounced it a product of both. The
case he wanted to put to me was a matter on which it concerned him to
have the impression—the judgement, he might also say—of another person.
“I mean of the average intelligent man, but you see I take what I can
get.” There would be the technical, the strictly legal view; then there
would be the way the question would strike a man of the world. He had
lighted another cigarette while he talked, and I saw he was glad to have
it to handle when he brought out at last, with a laugh slightly
artificial: “In fact it’s a subject on which Miss Anvoy and I are pulling
different ways.”
“And you want me to decide between you? I decide in advance for Miss
Anvoy.”
“In advance—that’s quite right. That’s how I decided when I proposed to
her. But my story will interest you only so far as your mind isn’t made
up.” Gravener puffed his cigarette a minute and then continued: “Are you
familiar with the idea of the Endowment of Research?”
“Of Research?” I was at sea a moment.
“I give you Lady Coxon’s phrase. She has it on the brain.”
“She wishes to endow—?”
“Some earnest and ‘loyal’ seeker,” Gravener said. “It was a sketchy
design of her late husband’s, and he handed it on to her; setting apart
in his will a sum of money of which she was to enjoy the interest for
life, but of which, should she eventually see her opportunity—the matter
was left largely to her discretion—she would best honour his memory by
determining the exemplary public use. This sum of money, no less than
thirteen thousand pounds, was to be called The Coxon Fund; and poor Sir
Gregory evidently proposed to himself that The Coxon Fund should cover
his name with glory—be universally desired and admired. He left his wife
a full declaration of his views, so far at least as that term may be
applied to views vitiated by a vagueness really infantine. A little
learning’s a dangerous thing, and a good citizen who happens to have been
an ass is worse for a community than bad sewerage. He’s worst of all
when he’s dead, because then he can’t be stopped. However, such as they
were, the poor man’s aspirations are now in his wife’s bosom, or
fermenting rather in her foolish brain: it lies with her to carry them
out. But of course she must first catch her hare.”
“Her earnest loyal seeker?”
“The flower that blushes unseen for want of such a pecuniary independence
as may aid the light that’s in it to shine upon the human race. The
individual, in a word, who, having the rest of the machinery, the
spiritual, the intellectual, is most hampered in his search.”
“His search for what?”
“For Moral Truth. That’s what Sir Gregory calls it.”
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