No one, I think, paid the tribute of giving him up so often,
and if it’s rendering honour to borrow wisdom I’ve a right to talk of my
sacrifices. He yielded lessons as the sea yields fish—I lived for a
while on this diet. Sometimes it almost appeared to me that his massive
monstrous failure—if failure after all it was—had been designed for my
private recreation. He fairly pampered my curiosity; but the history of
that experience would take me too far. This is not the large canvas I
just now spoke of, and I wouldn’t have approached him with my present
hand had it been a question of all the features. Frank Saltram’s
features, for artistic purposes, are verily the anecdotes that are to be
gathered. Their name is legion, and this is only one, of which the
interest is that it concerns even more closely several other persons.
Such episodes, as one looks back, are the little dramas that made up the
innumerable facets of the big drama—which is yet to be reported.
II
IT is furthermore remarkable that though the two stories are distinct—my
own, as it were, and this other—they equally began, in a manner, the
first night of my acquaintance with Frank Saltram, the night I came back
from Wimbledon so agitated with a new sense of life that, in London, for
the very thrill of it, I could only walk home. Walking and swinging my
stick, I overtook, at Buckingham Gate, George Gravener, and George
Gravener’s story may be said to have begun with my making him, as our
paths lay together, come home with me for a talk. I duly remember, let
me parenthesise, that it was still more that of another person, and also
that several years were to elapse before it was to extend to a second
chapter. I had much to say to him, none the less, about my visit to the
Mulvilles, whom he more indifferently knew, and I was at any rate so
amusing that for long afterwards he never encountered me without asking
for news of the old man of the sea. I hadn’t said Mr. Saltram was old,
and it was to be seen that he was of an age to outweather George
Gravener. I had at that time a lodging in Ebury Street, and Gravener was
staying at his brother’s empty house in Eaton Square. At Cambridge, five
years before, even in our devastating set, his intellectual power had
seemed to me almost awful. Some one had once asked me privately, with
blanched cheeks, what it was then that after all such a mind as that left
standing. “It leaves itself!” I could recollect devoutly replying. I
could smile at present for this remembrance, since before we got to Ebury
Street I was struck with the fact that, save in the sense of being well
set up on his legs, George Gravener had actually ceased to tower. The
universe he laid low had somehow bloomed again—the usual eminences were
visible. I wondered whether he had lost his humour, or only, dreadful
thought, had never had any—not even when I had fancied him most
Aristophanesque. What was the need of appealing to laughter, however, I
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