The schoolboy quickly looked at his watch in order to make a note of
the time the girls went out bathing. He knew them, and often came to
their house to see his friend, their relative. Elena, the younger, now
appealed most to him; she was plump, cheerful, white, rosy, her hands
and feet were small. He did not like the hands and feet of the elder
sister, Elisaveta--they seemed to him to be too large and too red. Her
face also was red, very sunburnt, and she was altogether quite large.
“Oh well,” he reflected, “she is certainly well formed, you can’t deny
her that.”
About a year had now passed since the retired _privat-docent_
Giorgiy Sergeyevitch Trirodov, a doctor of chemistry, had settled in
the town of Skorodozh.[1] From the very first he had caused much talk
in the town, mostly unsympathetic. It was quite natural that the two
rose-yellow, black-haired girls in the water should also talk of him.
They splashed about gaily, and as they raised jewel-like spray with
their feet they kept up a conversation.
“How puzzling it all is!” said Elena, the younger sister. “No one
knows where his income comes from, what he does in his house, and why
he has this colony of children. There are all sorts of strange rumours
about him. It’s certainly a mystery.”
Elena’s words reminded Elisaveta of an article she had read lately in
a philosophic periodical published at Moscow. Elisaveta had a good
memory. She recalled a phrase:
“In our world reason will never dominate, and the mysterious will
always maintain its place.”
She tried to recall more, but suddenly realizing that it would not
interest Elena, she gave a sigh and grew silent. Elena gave her a
tender, appealing look and said:
“When it is so bright you want everything to be as clear as it is
around us now.”
“Is everything really clear now?” exclaimed Elisaveta. “The sun blinds
your eyes, the water flashes and dazzles, and in this ragingly bright
world we do not even know whether there isn’t some one a couple of
paces away peeping at us.”
At this moment the sisters were standing breast-high in the water,
near the overgrown bank. The schoolboy who sat on his heels behind the
bush heard Elisaveta’s words. He grew cold in his confusion, and began
to crawl on all-fours between the bushes, away from the river. He got
in among the rye, then perched himself on the rail-fence and pretended
to rest, as though he were not even aware of the closeness of the
river. But no one had noticed him, as if he were non-existent.
The schoolboy sat there a little while, then went home with a vague
feeling of disenchantment, injury, and irritation. There was something
especially humiliating to him in the thought that to the two girl
bathers he was merely a possibility speculated upon but actually
non-existent.
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