He decided to go away; he made the decision again and again, but
always remained there--restless and yearning.
As for Misha, he fell quite in love with Trirodov. He liked to remain
with Elisaveta in order to talk about him.
One evening Piotr came to Trirodov’s house. He did not like to go
there, for such antagonistic feelings wrestled in his soul! But common
courtesy made the visit necessary.
Again a discussion was started. In Piotr’s opinion revolution was to
the detriment of religion and culture. It was a tedious, unnecessary
discussion. But Piotr could never resist uttering malicious words
against the extremes of the “liberating movement.”
He felt awkward during the whole visit. He wished to handle something
all the time and to be doing something. His restlessness tormented him
in a strange way. Now he picked up one trifle from the table, now
another, and put it down again. He took a prism in his hand. Trirodov
trembled. He said something quietly and inaudibly. Piotr did not hear,
but kept on looking in astonishment at the heavy prism in his hand;
and as he turned it over and over he wondered at the reason of its
weight. Trirodov trembled nervously. Piotr, in turning the prism
rather awkwardly, struck it against the edge of the table. Trirodov
shivered, shouted something incoherently, and, snatching the prism
from Piotr’s hands, said in an agitated voice:
“Please put it down!”
Piotr looked in astonishment at Trirodov, who was visibly confused.
Piotr smiled unwillingly and asked:
“Why, what is it?”
“How should I tell you!” said Trirodov. “It is connected with ...
Please forgive my sharpness. I thought you were going to drop it, and
I wanted to.... It seems like a whim.... Of course it is really
nothing ... but it is connected with an old episode in my life.
Really, I don’t know why I keep these ugly things on my table. But
there are such intimate memories ... you understand.... Still, I’m so
very sorry....”
Piotr listened in perplexity. Suddenly he realized that it was rude to
be silent for so long, and he made haste to say, not without
embarrassment:
“Please don’t think about it. I quite well understand that there are
things which.... But if you find it difficult or unpleasant to speak
about it, then please....”
Trirodov said a few more incoherent, confused words of apology to
Piotr and thanked him. He breathed a sigh of relief when Stchemilov
was announced.
Piotr let loose his irritation at the new-comer with the ironic
question:
“Again free? For how long?”
“I’ve skipped,” answered Stchemilov calmly. “I’m leading an illegal
life now.”
Piotr soon left.
“To-day?” asked Stchemilov. “Here?”
“Yes, we’ll meet here to-day,” replied Trirodov.
“He hasn’t left yet, and there are several matters and reports to
attend to. It is necessary to arrange a meeting and to let various
people know about it.”
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