After tea the group scattered and rearranged itself. In Nicky's perfect
garden, a garden of smooth grass plots and clipped yew-trees, of lupins
and larkspurs, of roses that would have been riotous but for the
restraining spirit of the place; in a green alley between lawn and
orchard, Mr. Hugh Brodrick found himself with Miss Holland, and alone.
Very quietly, very persistently, with eyes intent, he had watched for
and secured this moment.
"You don't know," he was saying, "how I've wanted to meet you, and how
hard I've worked for it."
"Was it so hard?"
"Hard isn't the word for it. If you knew the things I've done----" He
spoke in his low, even voice, saying eager and impulsive things without
a sign of eagerness or impulse.
"What things?"
"Mean things, base things. Going on my knees to people I didn't know,
grovelling for an introduction."
"I'm sorry. It sounds awful."
"It was. I've been on the point of meeting you a score of times, and
there's always been some horrid fatality. Either you'd gone when I
arrived, or I had to go before you arrived. I believe I've seen
you--once."
"I don't remember."
"At Miss Bickersteth's. You were coming out as I was going in." He
looked at his watch. "And _now_ I ought to be catching a train."
"Don't catch it."
"I shan't. For I've got to tell you how much I admire your work. I'm not
going to ask how you do it, for I don't suppose you know yourself."
"I don't."
"I'm not even going to ask myself. I simply accept the miracle."
"If it's miracles you want, look at George Tanqueray."
He said nothing. And now she thought of it, he had not looked at George
Tanqueray. He had looked at nobody but her. It was the look of a man who
had never known a moment's uncertainty as to the thing he wanted. It was
a look that stuck.
"Why aren't you at his feet?" she said.
"Because I'm not drawn--to my knees--by brutal strength and cold,
diabolical lucidity."
"Oh," she cried, "you haven't read him."
"I've read all of him. And I prefer you."
"Me? You've spoilt it all. If you can't admire him, what is the use of
your admiring me?"
"I see. You don't want me to admire you."
He said it with no emphasis, no emotion, as if he were indifferent as to
what she wanted.
"No. I don't think I do."
"You see," he said, "you have a heart."
"Oh, if people would only leave my heart alone!"
"And Tanqueray, I believe, has a devil."
She turned on him.
"Give me George Tanqueray's devil!" She paused, considering him. "Why do
you talk about my heart?"
[Illustration: "Why do you talk about my heart?"]
"Because, if I may say so, it's what I like most in you."
"Anybody can like _that_."
"Can they?"
"Yes. For ten people who care for me there isn't one capable of caring
for George Tanqueray."
"How very unfortunate for him."
"Unfortunate for me, you mean."
He smiled. He was not in the least offended. It was as if her perverse
shafts never penetrated his superb solidity.
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