"You were not misunderstood by me, I do assure you. I understood, and
understand you only too well. The point is that you still seem unable
to understand me. You still appear to be unable to realise that I was
in the next compartment to yours, that the divisions between the
compartments are thin, and that you shouted at the top of your voice. I
distinctly heard you threaten to kill the woman--yes, and more than
once, and in a tone of voice which sounded very much as if you meant
it."
He was wrong, and he was right. That was the worst of it. Undoubtedly,
there had been strong language used on either side, uncommonly strong
language. A listener who was not acquainted with all the circumstances
might have supposed that some of it was meant. I can only protest that,
so far as I was concerned, I had never meant what I had said half so
much as she had meant what she said. No, nor a quarter as much. Nor,
for the matter of that, an eighth. She had aggravated me to such an
extent that I undoubtedly had said something--and perhaps in rather a
loud tone of voice--to the effect that I should like to kill her. But I
said it metaphorically. Every one who knows me knows that in practice I
am the least bloodthirsty man alive. I never could kill a cat. Even
when there are kittens to drown I have to leave them to my wife.
Instead of the woman having killed herself I would infinitely rather
she had killed me.
But it was no use trying to explain these things to the man in front of
me. I saw that plainly. So far as he was concerned, my guilt was as if
it were written in the skies. Taking up a position in front of the
fire, he assumed what he possibly intended to be a judicial air, but
which struck me as being a mixture of truculence with impudence.
"When a man threatens to kill a woman, and she is killed immediately
afterwards, one asks who killed her. I do not ask, simply because I
know. My impulse is to let the world know too. When I do get into the
witness-box my evidence will hang you."
I thought it possible, nay, I thought it probable. If I had only made a
clean breast of it when the scoundrel had first accosted me the night
before!
"The thing now is, what am I to do?"
"I should have thought," I gasped, "that the thing now is what am I to
do."
"Nothing of the sort. You have placed yourself outside the pale of
consideration. It is myself I must consider." He said this with a
lordly wave of the hand.
Crushed though I was, I found his manner a little trying.
"It is my misfortune that my ears are ever open to the promptings of
mercy."
"I had not previously supposed that a characteristic of that kind was a
misfortune."
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