A woman, coming up to me as I moved from the porter, asked me the
question which I had just been asking him. I noticed what a pleasant
voice she had--few things in a woman appeal to me so much as that.
Something in her bearing suggested that she might not resent a desire
on my part for sociability. I gave her the information she required,
with additions of my own, thrown out by way of feeler. She responded;
we began to talk. The long and short of it was that I travelled with
her in the same compartment to town.
Possibly I had at the moment an unconscious craving for congenial
society--I am a gregarious animal. Certainly, she did appeal to what I
take to be my instincts in an unusual degree. She was not in her first
youth, but she was still good-looking, and she was not made up. I hate
a woman who paints and powders; after all my experience I have never
got over a feeling that a woman who does that sort of thing can't be
clean. She was good style; if she was not exactly a woman of our world,
then she was either very clever or very near it. She had seen the
world, and it had not spoilt her. She was well dressed, and by the
right people. I would not have minded doing a turn in the Park with her
any day of the week.
She was frankness itself--it was that which made me shy a little. With
strangers our women are not so frank, though that I have a sympathetic,
not to say fascinating, way about me, I make no doubt. It is not a
question of conceit; I know it. I ought to, considering it is the
leading article of my stock-in-trade.
She said she was a widow. We got so thick that she gave me her
card--Mrs. Daniel J. Carruth, with an address at West Kensington. She
herself was English, her husband was American, which explained the
name. She had been out of England several years; had returned to find
herself alone. She felt her loneliness she said. I had no reason to
suppose she lied.
"Have you no children?"
"No. I have scarcely known whether to be glad or sorry. There is
something to be said on either side of the question." Looking down she
began pulling at the pile of her sealskin coat. "You must know that my
husband was many years my senior." I nodded. "It would have made a
difference if he had been young."
Though I did not quite see the sequence, I nodded again. She had given
me permission to light a cigarette. I was at my ease. I was conscious
of feeling a really curious interest in Mrs. Carruth.
She glanced up at me. Hers were fine eyes, though about them there were
two peculiarities--they seemed to be looking, not at me, but at
something far away, and they always smiled.
"It seems so odd. When I left England, though I was poor, I had troops
of friends. Now I have come back I am rich, but all my friends seem to
have vanished into air. I have not one."
"That is a state of things which is not likely to continue long."
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