And yet he was not really anxious for those first fifty miles. At the
start he was too thankful to be under way, and the road was never empty
of exciting and diverting possibilities. But at Bedford they stopped for
supper: it was Dollar's sudden idea, the hour being now between eight
and nine; but the treasure at the wheel professed his readiness to push
on, and it would have been better for Dollar to have taken him at his
word. The break in the run also broke up the dreamy lull induced by the
keen air and the low smooth hum of the car. In the warm hotel, all holly
and Christmas cheer, he came back to real life with a thud, and its most
immediate problem beset him all the rest of the way.
Hitherto his one anxiety had been to get at the Home Secretary that
night; henceforth he was having the interview over and over again, with
a different result every time. He knew, indeed, what he meant to say
himself; he had known that before he said good-by to Lady Vera Moyle.
But what would the Home Secretary say? Was it conceivable that the
blood-stained life-preserver would be enough for him? It would be
supported by the sworn statement of a man whom he had learned to trust.
But was such utterly indirect evidence in the least likely to upset a
decision already taken, if not already communicated to the man in the
condemned cell?
The very thought of that hapless wretch was fraught with definite and
vivid horror. The crime doctor had once seen the inside of a condemned
cell; he could see it still. The door was open, the pitiful occupant at
exercise in an adjacent yard. He had looked in. The cell was not so
gloomy as it should have been. Texts on the walls, sunlight through the
bars, and on the fixed flap of clean worn wood, a big open book.
Dollar recalled every detail with morbid fidelity. He had gone in to
look at the book, and found it a bound volume of _Good Words_, open at a
laudable serial by a lady then in vogue with the virtuous. Yet that
particular reader had cut a woman's throat over a quarrel about a
shilling, and Dollar had seen him striding jauntily up and down the
narrow yard, cracking some joke with the attendant warders, a smile on
his scrubby lips and in his bold blue eyes. He could see the fellow as
he had seen him for ten seconds years ago. Yet his pity for one in the
same awful case, for a crime he had not committed, was as nothing to his
infinite sorrow and compassion for her who had committed it unawares,
comparatively light as the punishment for such a deed was bound to be.
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