"I replied that certainly he might, and I even said that he would surely recover, but--with what grievous repugnance did I approach the subject--I asked him if, experiencing the general feeling of ease and comfort which pervaded his being, whether he would not be even more comfortable and happy if he thought of what he ought to do for that child of whom he had spoken, and for whose future he wished to provide. "'And since thou art feeling better, my dear Rovère, it is perhaps the opportunity to put everything in order in that life which thou art about to recover, and which will be a new life.' "He looked fixedly at me with his beautiful eyes. It was a profound regard, and I saw that he divined my thought. "'Thou art right!' he said firmly; 'no weakness.' "Then, gathering all his forces, he arose, stood upright, refusing even the arm which I held out to him, and in his dressing gown, which hung about him, he seemed to me taller, thinner, even handsomer. He took two or three steps, at first a little unsteady, then, straightening up, he walked directly to his safe, turned the letters, and opened it, after having smiled, and said: "'I had forgotten the word--four letters; it is, however, a little thing. My head is empty.' "Then, the safe opened, he took out papers--of value, without doubt--papers which he took back to his lounge, spread out on a table near at hand, and said: "'Let us see! This which I am going to give thee is for her----A will, yes, I could make a will----but it would create talk----it would be asked what I had done----it would be searched out, dug out of the past, it would open a tomb----I cannot!----What I have shall be hers, thou wilt give it to her--thou'---- "And his large, haggard eyes searched through the papers. "'Ah! here!' he said; 'here are some bonds! Egyptian--of a certain value to the holder, at 3 per cent. I hid that--where did I put it?' "He picked up the papers, turned them over and over, became alarmed, turned pale. "'But,' I said to him, 'is it not among those papers?' "He shrugged his shoulders, displayed with an ironical smile the engraved papers. "'Some certificates of decorations! The bric-a-brac of a Consular life.' "Then with renewed energy he again went to the safe, opened the till, pulled it out, and searched again and again. "Overcome with fright, he exclaimed: 'It is not there!' "'Why is it not there?' "And he gave me another look--haggard! terrible! His face was fearfully contracted. He clasped his head with both hands, and stammered, as if coming out of a dream. "'It is true, I remember--I have hidden it! Yes, I hid it! I do not know where--in some book! In which one?' "He looked around him with wild eyes. The cerebral anæmia which had made him fear robbery again seized him, and poor Rovère, my old friend, plainly showed that he was enduring the agony of a man who is drowning, and who does not know where to cling in order to save himself.