"What was the business?" Ruby asked, and Eloise answered hesitatingly,
as if it were something of which to be ashamed, "She sang in public with
a troupe,--his troupe. He made her. She was the star and drew big
houses, she was so beautiful and sang so sweetly, without any apparent
effort. It was just like a bird, and when she sang the Southern melodies
she seemed to be in a trance, seeing things we could not see. It made me
cry to hear her. I know many good women are public singers, but mother
shrank from it, and when they cheered like mad there used to be a
frightened look in her eyes, as if she wondered why they were doing it
and wanted to hide, and when she got to our rooms she'd tremble and be
so cold and cry, while father sometimes scolded and sometimes laughed at
her. He tried to make me sing once. I have a fair voice, but I rebelled
and said I'd run away before I'd do it. He was very angry, and sent me
North to my grandmother, saying I was too great an expense to keep with
him unless I would help, and was a hindrance to my mother, who was
always so anxious about me. It nearly killed her to part with me. I was
all the comfort she had, she said, and she always called me Baby. Father
was not kind to her, and it seemed as if he hated me, and was jealous of
mother's love for me. When I heard he was dead, I could not feel badly,
as I ought, and did not cry. He was a very handsome man, and very nice
with people, who thought my mother a most fortunate woman to have so
polished and courteous a husband. They should have seen him as I saw him
at times, and heard him swear, as I have heard him, and call her names
till she was white as a corpse and fainted. I never saw her turn upon
him but once. I had asked her why she didn't leave him and go home, if
she had any to go to. That was when I was a little girl.
"'I have no home or friends in all the wide world to go to' she said,
and then, with a sneer which was maddening, it meant so much, my father
said, 'Ask her who her father was and see if she can tell you.'
"I didn't know then what he meant to insinuate, but mother did, and
there came a look into her eyes which frightened me, and her voice was
not mother's at all, as she walked straight up to him and said, 'How
dare you insult my mother!'
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