India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Simla (India) -- Fiction
I would not have more sympathy than I can afterwards sustain; I am
only banished to the garden. But the banishment is so definite, so
permanent! Its terms are plain to my unwilling glance, a long cane deck
chair anchored under a tree. Overhead the sky, on the four sides the
sky, without a pattern, full of wind and nothing. Abroad the landscape,
consisting entirely of large mountains; about, the garden. I never
regarded a garden with more disfavour. Here I am to remain--but to
_remain_! The word expands, you will find, as you look into it. Man,
and especially woman, is a restless being, made to live in houses
roaming from room to room, and always staying for the shortest time
moreover, if you notice, in the one which is called the garden. The
subtle and gratifying law of arrangement that makes the drawing-room
the only proper place for afternoon tea operates all through. The
convenience of one apartment, the quiet of another, the decoration of
another regularly appeal in turn, and there is always one’s beloved
bed, for retirement when the world is too much with one. All this I am
compelled to resign for a single fixed fact and condition, a cane chair
set in the great monotony of out-of-doors. My eye, which is a captious
organ, is to find its entertainment all day long in bushes--and grass.
All day long. Except for meals it is absolutely laid down that I am
not to “come in.” They have not locked the doors, that might have
been negotiated, they have gone and put me on my honour. From morning
until night I am to sit for several months and breathe, with the grass
and the bushes, the beautiful pure fresh air. I don’t know why they
have not asked me to take root and be done with it. In vain I have
represented that microbes will agree with them no better than with
me; it seems the common or house microbe is one of the things that I
particularly mustn’t have. Some people are compelled to deny themselves
oysters, others strawberries or artichokes; my fate is not harder than
another’s. Yet it tastes of bitterness to sit out here in an April wind
twenty paces from a door behind which they are enjoying, in customary
warmth and comfort, all the microbes there are.
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