India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Simla (India) -- Fiction
And yet it is a remorseless business, turning up the little faces to
see if they have lived long enough to be ready for the guillotine. They
look straight _at_ you, and some of them shrink and some beseech, and
some are mutely resigned. I am no stern Atropos, I am weak before the
fate I bring and often let it go; and if by mistake I snip off a bud I
hurry on and try to forget it. Has the divinity who lays us low also, I
wonder, his moments of compunction--does he ever hold his hand and say
“One more day”? Or does he snip here and there at random “just choosing
so”? Oh Setebos, Setebos, and Setebos, I do not like your rôle, I am
glad I am not an omnipotent Whim; I hope my garden thinks better of me
than that. The prevailing expression among pansies, by the way, is that
of apprehension; I hope this is a botanical fact and not confined to my
pansies.
Nothing is more annoying in a small way in this world than to see your
tastes reflected in those whom you consider inferior to yourself. You
would rather not share anything with such persons, even a preference.
I have to submit to this vexation. There are others hereabouts, whom I
have got into the habit of looking down upon, who have exactly my idea
of gardening. I hasten to say that they are not people in the ordinary
sense of the term. Bold, indeed, would be the non-official worm, in
this bureaucratic stronghold, who should point to any gazetted creature
about him and say “That is a lesser thing than I.” Society would smile
and decline to be deceived. For this is an ordered Olympus, the gods
go in to dinner by Regulation, their rank and pay is published in
Kalends which anybody may buy, and the senior among them are diligently
worshipped by the junior as “brass hats.” No, it would certainly not be
for the Tiglath-Pilesers who never sent back a parcel to the draper’s
tied up in red tape in their lives, not having a yard of it in the
house for any purpose, to give themselves airs over persons who use
it every day. But even a non-official may look down upon a monkey. My
offensive imitators are monkeys.
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