India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Simla (India) -- Fiction
Atma has a liberal and progressive mind toward the garden; he is always
trying to smuggle some new thing into it. In out-of-the-way corners I
constantly come upon perfect strangers, well-rooted and entirely at
home, and when I ask him by whose order they were admitted, he smiles
apologetically and says that without doubt they will be very beautiful,
and that his brother gave them to him. He can never tell me the name.
“It will be so high,” he shows me with his hand, stooping, “and the
flower will be red, simply red it will arrive.” I look at it without
enthusiasm, and weakly let it stay. Generally it “arrives” a common
little disappointment, but once a great leggy thing turned out an
evening primrose, and I knew, before it was too late, that I had been
entertaining an angel unawares.
“To grow a little catholic,” writes Stevenson, “is the compensation of
years.” Dear shade, is it so? In the spiritual outlook, perhaps, in the
moral retrospect,--but in matters of taste, in likes and dislikes? You
who wrote nothing lightly must have proved this dispensation, poorer
spirits can only wish it more general. I remember youth as curious and
enterprising, hospitable to everything, and I begin to find the middle
years jealously content with what they have. Who, when he has reached
the age of all the world, looks with instinctive favour upon anything
new? An acquaintance, who may create the common debt of friendship;
you are long since heavily involved. An author, who may insist upon
intimately engaging your intelligence,--a thing you feel, after a
time, to be a liberty in a new-comer. Or even a flower, offering
another sentiment to the little store that holds some pain already.
Now this godetia. I suppose it argues a depth of ignorance, but until
Mr. Johnson recommended it to me in the spring, I had never heard of
godetia. Mr. Johnson is the source of seeds and bulbs for Simla, we
all go to him; but I, for one, always come away a little ruffled by
his habit of referring to everything by its Latin name, and plainly
showing that his respect for you depends upon your understanding him. I
have wished to preserve Mr. Johnson’s respect, and things have come up
afterward that I did not think I had ordered. However, this is by the
way. Mr. Johnson assured me that godetia had a fine fleshy flower of
variegated colours, would be an abundant bloomer, and with reasonable
care should make a good appearance. I planted it with misgivings, and
watched its advent with aloofness, I knew I shouldn’t recognize it, and
I didn’t. I had never seen it before, I very nearly said so; and at my
time of life, with so many old claims pressing, I could not attempt a
new affection. And I have taken the present opportunity, when Atma’s
back is turned, and pulled it all up. Besides it may have been fleshy,
but it wasn’t pretty, and the slugs ate it till its appearance was
disgraceful.
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