Love stories; Reformatories -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Jean waited breathless. Wrought with infinite labor not of the hands
alone, the little piece of needlework was absurdly freighted with
meaning. In the old days she had loathed such employment as ardently as
her sister loved it, but of late she had set herself doggedly to learn
the art, since it seemed to her that this more than anything else would
typify her new outlook, her return to sex. As such a symbol she had
brought her handiwork into the visitors' room. As such, before their
meeting, she had hoped her mother might interpret it. Even now, bereft
of illusions as she was, she still hoped something, she knew not what.
In fairness to Mrs. Fanshaw it should be recorded that she apparently
grasped some hint of this. Relatively speaking, her smile was
encouraging. Viewed from her own standpoint, she all but scaled the top
note of praise when, extending the embroidery at last, she said,--
"It is almost as good as Amelia's."
The new Jean was still no candidate for sainthood. White to the lips
with anger, she caught the emblem of her regeneration from Mrs.
Fanshaw's profaning hand and tore it to little strips.
VIII
Thenceforward Jean dreaded nothing so much as any return to Shawnee
Springs whatsoever. Here, for once, she found herself in perfect accord
with her mother, for, as the time of her release drew near, young
Mr. Fargo's sauntering courtship took a sudden spurt, not clearly
explicable to himself, whose prime and bewildering result was the
fixing of his wedding day.
Dear Amelia naturally longed for her sister's presence at the
culmination of her happiness (so Mrs. Fanshaw put it), but there were
the Fargos to consider--they were not cordial, by the way--and if the
refuge authorities made no objection, would it not perhaps be better if
she met the official having Jean in charge at some intermediate point,
from which she could proceed at once to her new calling? Jean, she was
convinced, would understand.
Jean understood very well, but was thankful. She would rather serve
another month in the refuge than be an unwelcome guest at Amelia's
marriage. In truth, had she been put to a choice, she would have
elected further confinement to her mother's roof in any case. She
thought of the reformatory, not Shawnee Springs, as home, and this in a
sense which embraced more than Miss Archer and the transformed Cottage
No. 6. She loathed the life no less than in the beginning, but time
had knit her to its every phase. The cowed, drab ranks had long since
ceased to seem alien. Their deprivations, their meager privileges,
their rights, their wrongs, their sorrows, their spectral gayeties, all
were hers. She had thought to dart from the gatehouse like a wild thing
from a trap. In reality she paused to look back with a lump in her
throat.
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