United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“Your mother should have written me she was in such dire straits. I knew
that your father was living extravagantly in Europe but I never
suspected he was spending his capital. He told me on both his visits
that he was temporarily hard up. The first time I lent him a large sum
of money. The second time I refused, under the advice of Mr. Donald’s
father, and reproached him with extravagance. He flew into a terrible
temper, flung himself out of the house, and never even wrote to me
again. Well, he died soon after. . . . But I would never have permitted
his wife and child to suffer.”
“My mother would have starved before she would have taken a cent from a
Carteret.”
“She should not have permitted her child to starve. . . . However—there
is one question I should like to ask before we go further—and I have
other things to say. I wish you would move your chair into the light. I
can hardly see you.”
Gita moved her chair obediently although with an impatient jerk.
Mrs. Carteret regarded her grandchild with a penetrating sharp gaze.
“Answer me this question, truthfully, and without quibbling. Have you
actually no pride of race?”
“I think such things ridiculous.”
“You do? And would you—honestly, mind you—rather be a Jenks or a Hobbs
than a Carteret? With no generations of breeding and education behind
you? Just a common young woman with rudely modeled features and a blowsy
prettiness, without an atom of distinction? Answer me that.”
Gita moved uneasily. “It is good enough as a background, I suppose. But
I’m no snob.”
“No Carteret was ever a snob. But they were aristocrats. Vulgar people
do not know the difference, and you are not vulgar, absurd as you are.
There are worse things in life than poverty, and you may thank your
stars you have escaped a few of them, owing to your despised Carteret
ancestry. You begin where they left off, instead of struggling from the
gutter upward. You realize that, I hope?”
“Yes, I realize it, grandmother. As you say, there are a few things I
don’t have to overcome. I know the proper use of forks and I dislike a
common voice and bad table manners. Being a Carteret, so far, hasn’t
been of much use to me, but I am quite willing to make use of what
little it may do for me in the future. Does that satisfy you?”
“Not at all. But I trust to time to bring you to your senses.”
“What next?”
“I was about to say, when my mind wandered to the past—as an old
woman’s will—that my intention never to marry died a natural death when
your grandfather came back from Europe, where he had been in the
diplomatic service for years. I married him six weeks later. You have
had an unfortunate experience which has given you all sorts of distorted
views and ideas, but you will get over them in time. Wait until the
right man comes along.”
Gita writhed as much at the old-fashioned idiom as at the idea involved.
She set her lips in a straight line.
“I shall never marry. Might as well make up your mind to it,
grandmother.”
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