The Cuckoo in the Nest, v. 2/2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Cuckoo in the Nest, v. 2/2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The end of this statement was part of the process of running away.
Indeed, he was very much frightened, and felt the falseness of his
position extremely. He had not a word to say for himself. To upbraid
her--at a moment when her home, her last shelter, was probably about to
be taken from her, and herself thrown upon the world with her helpless
child--he, perhaps, being the only person who had any right to help
her--was the most impossible thing in the world. And though his opinion
had no time or occasion to have changed, it had always been an opinion
founded upon nothing. A more curious state of mind could scarcely be. He
was dislodged from his position at the point of Margaret’s sword, so to
speak. And he had never had any ground for that position, or right to
have assumed it; and yet he was still there in mind, though in word and
profession he had run away. Margaret did not understand this complicated
state of mind. She was half amused by the dismay in his face, by his too
swift and complete change of front. The _amende_ which he had made was
as complete as any apology and confession could be, though it was an
apology by implication, rather than a direct denial of blame. “How could
I?” is different from “I did not.” But she did not dwell upon this.
“Of course,” she said, “I have no right not to accept what you say,
though it is, perhaps, strangely expressed. And I scarcely know what
there is I can explain to you. My aunt feared this that has taken place,
before I did: she naturally thought less of her son’s deficiencies. She
was so imprudent, as I thought it, as to warn the girl of things she
would do to prevent it. I believe there was really nothing that could
have been done to prevent it. And then she was equally imprudent in
letting him go to town, and thus giving him the opportunity. She thought
she could secure him by putting him in the hands of the clergyman, who
never saw him at all. I feared very much how it would be, and poor
Gervase was several times on the point of betraying himself. Perhaps, if
I had sought his confidence---- But his mother would not have paid any
attention to what I could say. And I don’t know what could have been
done to prevent it.”
“Why, he is next to an idiot!”
“Oh no,” cried Margaret, half offended. “Gervase is not an idiot. He has
gleams of understanding, quite--almost, as clear as any one. He knows
what he wants, and though you may think his mind has no steadiness, you
will find he always comes back to his point. He has a kind of
cleverness, even, at times. Oh no; Aunt Piercey examined into all that.
They could not make him out incapable of managing his own affairs. To be
sure, he has not had any to manage up to this time. And now that he has
this sharp Patty behind him,” said Margaret, with a half smile----
“Then you think nothing can be done?”
“What could be done? You could not do anything in Uncle Giles’ lifetime
to turn his only child out of his inheritance.”
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