Mildmay marched out of the old house with all his pulses tingling. It
seemed to him that poor Cicely, in the midst of all the anxieties that
lurked in her young eyes, had been insulted. Was it that sort of folly
he was thinking of, or she, poor girl, who had said nothing to him but
reproaches? But yet, I will allow, that absolutely innocent as he felt
of any such levity, the accusation excited him more, perhaps, than was
needful. He could not forget or forgive it, as one forgives a sorry
jest at one's own expense, the reason being, he said to himself, that it
was an insult to her, and that this insult had come upon a young
innocent creature through him, which was doubly hard. He was still
tingling with this blow, when he met his second in succession, so to
speak, Mr. Ruffhead, who was serving a curacy near Oxford, and who had a
slight unspoken, unacknowledged grudge at his brother Fellow who had
been preferred before himself. Mildmay, in his excitement, laid hold
upon this probable heir of his, in case he should give up Brentburn, and
poured the whole story into his ears, asking with some heat and passion
for his advice. "I don't see how I can take the living over Mr. St.
John's head; it seems to me the most terrible injustice," he cried.
Mr. Ruffhead shook his head.
"You must not ask my advice," said that sensible person. "If you don't
take it, and it's offered to me, I shall of course. I don't know Mr. St.
John, and if one neglected one's own interests for every hard case one
heard of, where would one be? I can't afford to play with my chances. I
daresay you think I am very hard-hearted; but that is what I should
do."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account