I do not suppose that Cicely St. John had really any hope in her new
acquaintance, or believed, when she looked at the matter reasonably,
that his self-renunciation, if he had the strength of mind to carry it
out, would really secure for her father the living of Brentburn. But yet
a certain amount of faith is natural at her years, and she was vaguely
strengthened and exhilarated by that suppressed expectation of something
pleasant that might possibly happen, which is so great an element in
human happiness; and, with this comfort in her soul, went about her
work, preparing for the worst, which, to be sure, notwithstanding her
hope, was, she felt, inevitable. Mab, when the stranger's enthusiastic
adoption of her sister's suggestion was told to her, accepted it for her
part with delight, as a thing settled. A true artist has always more or
less a practical mind. However strong his imagination may be, he does
not confine himself to fancies, or even words, but makes something
tangible and visible out of it, and this faculty more or less shapes the
fashion of his thinking. Mab, who possessed in addition that delightful
mixture of matter-of-factness which is peculiar to womankind, seized
upon the hope and made it into reality. She went to her work as gaily as
if all the clouds had been in reality dispersed from her path. This time
it was little Annie, the nursemaid--Cicely having interfered to protect
the babies from perpetual posing--who supplied her with the necessary
"life." Annie did not much like it. She would have been satisfied,
indeed, and even proud, had "her picture" been taken in her best frock,
with all her Sunday ribbons; but to be thrust into a torn old dingy
garment, with bare feet, filled the little handmaiden with disgust and
rage great enough for a full-grown woman. "Folks will think as I hain't
got no decent clothes," she said; and Mab's injudicious consolation, to
the effect that "folks would never see the picture," did not at all mend
the matter. Cicely, however, drew up her slight person, and "looked Miss
St. John," according to Mab's description; and Annie was cowed. There
were at least twenty different representations in Mab's sketch-books of
moments in which Cicely had looked Miss St. John; and it was Mab's
conviction in life as well as in art that no opponent could stand before
such a demonstration. Bare-footed, in her ragged frock, Annie did not
look an amiable young person, which, I am ashamed to say, delighted the
artist. "She will do for the naughty little girl in the fairy tale, the
one with toads and frogs dropping from her lips," cried Mab, in high
glee. "And if it comes well I shall send it to Mr. Mildmay, to show we
feel how kind he is."
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