"Indeed, it is a very nice place," said Miss Brown; "very quiet and
lady-like, and not d-dear. I have, excuse me, I have got so fo-fond of
them. I never meant to cry. It is in Harley Street, Mr. St. John, very
nice and respectable, and a great b-blessing to have such a place, when
one has no h-home."
Mr. St. John walked to the other end of the room, and then back again,
twice over. How conscience-stricken he was! While poor Miss Brown bit
her lips and winked her eyelids to keep the tears away. Oh, why couldn't
he go away, and let her have her cry out? But he did not do that. He
stopped short at the table where she had set so many sums and cut out so
much underclothing, and half turning his back upon her said, faltering,
"Would it not be better to stay here, Miss Brown?"
The little governess blushed from head to foot, I am sure, if any one
could have seen; she felt thrills of confusion run all over her at such
a suggestion. "Oh, no, no," she cried, "you are very kind, Mr. St. John,
but I have nobody but myself to take care of now, and I could not stay
here, a day, not now the girls are gone."
The poor curate did not move. He took off the lid of the big inkstand
and examined it as if that were what he was thinking of. The
Governesses' Institution sounded miserable to him, and what could he do?
"Miss Brown," he said in a troubled voice, "if you think you would like
to marry me, I have no objection; and then you know you could stay."
"Mr. St. John!"
"Yes; that is the only thing I can think of," he said, with a sigh.
"After being here for years, how can you go to a Governesses'
Institution? Therefore, if you think you would like it, Miss Brown----"
How can I relate what followed? "Oh, Mr. St. John, you are speaking out
of pity, only pity!" said the little woman, with a sudden romantic gleam
of certainty that he must have been a victim of despairing love for her
all this time, and that the school-going of the girls was but a device
for bringing out his passion. But Mr. St. John did not deny this charge,
as she expected he would. "I don't know about pity," he said, confused,
"but I am very sorry, and--and I don't see any other way."
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