"We should have had plenty of work at home," said Cicely; and then the
point being carried as far as was necessary the discussion suddenly
stopped. They were walking along the sands, almost entirely alone. Only
here and there another group would pass them, or a solitary figure,
chiefly tradespeople, taking their evening stroll. The fresh sea-breeze
blew in their young faces, the soft dusk closed down over the blue
water, which beat upon the shore at their feet in the softest whispering
cadence. The air was all musical, thrilled softly by this hush of
subdued sound. It put away the sound of the band at Miss Robinson's ball
out of the girls' hearts. And yet balls are pleasant things at eighteen,
and when two young creatures, quite deprived of such pleasures, turn
their backs thus upon the enchanted place where the others are dancing,
it would be strange if a touch of forlorn sentiment did not make itself
felt in their hearts, though the soft falling of the dusk, and the hush
of the great sea, and the salt air in their faces, gave them a pleasure,
had they but known it, more exquisite than any mere ball, as a ball,
ever confers. One only knows this, however, by reflection, never by
immediate sensation; and so there was, as I have said, just a touch of
pathos in their voices, and a sense of superiority, comfortable only in
that it was superior, but slightly sad otherwise, in their hearts.
"I don't know what makes me go on thinking of home," said Cicely, after
a pause. "If we had been at home we should have had more pleasure, Mab.
The people about would have asked us--a clergyman's daughters always get
asked; and there are very nice people about Brentburn, very different
from the Robinsons and their class."
"We should have had no dresses to go in," said Mab. "How could we ever
have had ball-dresses off papa's two hundred a year?"
"Ball-dresses sound something very grand, but a plain white tarlatan is
not dear when one can make it up one's self. However, that is a poor way
of looking at it," said Cicely, giving a little toss to her head, as if
to throw off such unelevated thoughts. "There are a great many more
important things to think of. How will he ever manage to bring up the
two boys?"
Mab made a pause of reflection. "To be sure Aunt Jane is not their
relation," she said, "and boys are more troublesome than girls. They
want to have tutors and things, and to go to the university; and then
what is the good of it all if they are not clever? Certainly boys are
far more troublesome than girls."
"And then, if you consider papa," said Cicely, "that he is not very
strong, and that he is old. One does not like to say anything
disagreeable about one's papa, but what _did_ he want with those
children? Surely we were quite enough when he is so poor."
"There is always one thing he can do," said Mab. "Everybody says he is a
very good scholar. He will have to teach them himself."
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