This Mr. St. John was a man of great tranquillity of mind, and with
little energy of disposition. Where he was set down there he remained,
taking all that Providence sent him very dutifully, without any effort
to change what might be objectionable or amend what was faulty; nobody
could be more accomplished than he was in the art of "putting up with"
whatsoever befell him. When once he had been established anywhere, only
something from without could move him--never any impulse from within. He
took what happened to him, as the birds took the crumbs he threw out to
them, without question or preference. The only thing in which he ever
took an initiative was in kindness. He could not bear to hurt any one's
feelings, to make any one unhappy, and by dint of his submissiveness of
mind he was scarcely ever unhappy himself. The poor people all loved
him; he never could refuse them anything, and his reproofs were balms
which broke no man's head. He was indeed, but for his sympathy, more
like an object in nature--a serene, soft hillside touched by the lights
and shadows of changeable skies, yet never really affected by them
except for the moment--than a suffering and rejoicing human creature.
"On a fair landscape some have looked
And felt, as I have heard them say,
As if the fleeting time had been
A thing as steadfast as the scene
On which they gazed themselves away."
This was the effect Mr. St. John produced upon his friends and the
parish; change seemed impossible to him--and that he could die, or
disappear, or be anything different from what he was, was as hard to
conceive as it was to realize that distinct geological moment when the
hills were all in fusion, and there was not a tree in the forest. That
this should be the case in respect to the curate in charge, whose
position was on sufferance, and whom any accident happening to another
old man in Italy, or any caprice of that old man's fancy, could sweep
away out of the place as if he had never been, gave additional
quaintness yet power to the universal impression. Nobody could imagine
what Brentburn would be like without Mr. St. John, and he himself was of
the same mind.
At the period when this story commences the curate was a widower with
"two families." He had been so imprudent as to marry twice; he had two
daughters grown up, who were coming to him, but had not arrived, and he
had two little baby boys, whose mother had recently died. But how this
mother and these boys came about, to Mr. St. John's great surprise--and
who the daughters were who were coming to take charge of him--I must
tell before I go on any further. The whole episode of his second
marriage was quite accidental in the curate's life.
CHAPTER II.
THE PREVIOUS HISTORY OF MR. ST. JOHN.
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