Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
Catharine arose with a heavy heart, and went down-stairs. The inmates of
the dancing-room were all in gay commotion. Elsie was at the piano,
inspired with her own music. They did not need Catharine, so she went up
to her own room, and, kneeling by the bed, wept and prayed for that dear
life with passionate earnestness. Never until now had she known how
clear and good this woman had been to her; how nobly she had influenced
a life threatened from the first with disaster. She felt in all her
being a dread of the loneliness which would fall upon her when that
gentle guide and wise counsellor was gone. It was difficult to force the
cruel belief of her immediate danger on her mind. The calamity was more
than her recoiling thoughts could grasp. By degrees, a faint hope broke
up through her prayers, and instead of pleading, she fell into a sad
reverie. It was a heart-disease; this she knew well; but the peculiar
form—what young girl could be expected to understand that? Sometimes
such maladies are slow, painful, and full of anguish. Again, they only
give a faint indication of the death which is surely coming, and when it
does come, strikes its victim down in an instant. This was the insidious
disease which had blinded the poor girl to its progress till the end was
upon her. She could not believe in its reality. Now that she was alone,
hope would spring up in her heart; she thought of that sweet old face,
the low, calm voice, and it seemed to her impossible that death could be
so near. Gradually her prayer, which had at first been a passionate
entreaty for an existence so precious, took almost a glow of
thankfulness. It seemed as if that dear life must be prolonged; as if
the very agony of her own prayers must win a beneficent answer from God.
Almost tranquillized by this faith, the weary young creature dropped her
head upon her folded arms, and a feeling of drowsy languor came upon
her—not sleep, but rest. All at once she was aroused by a shock of the
whole frame, so strong and sudden, that she started to her feet with a
cry of affright. Quivering in every nerve, wild with nameless terror,
she went down to the chamber she had just left.
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