Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
Catharine held her breath, for she was awe-stricken by the changes that
swept over that pale face. Never, in all the vagaries of her insanity,
had she seen that expression on Elsie’s features till now.
At first the face took an expression of dull surprise, mingled with an
undercurrent of contempt, as if she fancied that some one were
attempting to impose upon her. She drew a step nearer, holding her
breath, advancing timidly as if she expected it to fly away at her
approach, as the bird had done. When she saw that it remained crowned
with light and smiling upon her, the poor women stole closer, and at
last touched it with her fingers.
A look of wild amazement swept over her face. It had not disappeared
with her touch. It smiled upon her yet. No venomous thing had sprung
from those parted and smiling lips. It was herself gazing upon herself.
She was there—and it was there—oh! how that poor brain worked and toiled
to solve the question of its double self. Was she, the creature of pain,
with her temples full of fire, which had no power to melt the snow from
her hair, an evil growth from the loveliness before her, and that
perfect still? After wandering so many years, with age upon her limbs,
and a curse at her heart, had she come back upon her own young self to
be met with smiles and pleasant looks, as if no wickedness had ever
crept between them?
How was it that this beautiful woman, Elsie Ford, Elsie,—no, no, she
would not speak or think the name that would wound the beautiful young
creature, for the world she wouldn’t do it,—she who knew so well what
pain was, and how sharp a pang the sound of that name had been before
her own heart became so clouded and heavy. No, she would be very kind to
the poor young creature; it would be a pity to drive that smile away,
and see those red lips growing pale and blue with such lurid words as
she could utter, but would not.
But how came Elsie Ford there, surrounded by so many beautiful objects,
and with the sunlight dancing and sparkling over her hair, as she had
seen it playing upon the neck of a raven? She remembered well that these
long tresses had been cut off, and the dress of amber brocade taken
away. In its place—oh, she remembered that with a cry of anguish—in
place of that robe they had bound her arms under a hempen garment, so
strong, and scant, and coarse.
Oh! she remembered more, a thousand times more! but it was all so
confused, flame, smoke, tears, cries breaking around her as she had seen
(for Elsie had climbed the fiery mountain) Vesuvius, clad in ashes, and
crowned with clouds of smoky flame.
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