Belief and doubt -- Fiction; Clergy -- Fiction; Methodists -- Fiction; New York (State) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction
Celia laughed--a gentle, amused little laugh, in which Theron's ears
traced elements of tenderness. “You must regulate that imagination of
yours,” she said playfully. “It conceives the thing that is not. Pray,
when”--and here, turning her head, she bent down upon his face a gaze of
arch mock-seriousness--“pray, when did I describe myself in these terms?
When did I say that I should never know what love meant?”
For answer Theron laid his head down upon his arm, and closed his
eyes, and held his face against the draperies encircling her. “I cannot
think!” he groaned.
The thing that came uppermost in his mind, as it swayed and rocked in
the tempest of emotion, was the strange reminiscence of early childhood
in it all. It was like being a little boy again, nestling in an
innocent, unthinking transport of affection against his mother's skirts.
The tears he felt scalding his eyes were the spontaneous, unashamed
tears of a child; the tremulous and exquisite joy which spread,
wave-like, over him, at once reposeful and yearning, was full of
infantile purity and sweetness. He had not comprehended at all before
what wellsprings of spiritual beauty, what limpid depths of idealism,
his nature contained.
“We were speaking of our respective religions,” he heard Celia say, as
imperturbably as if there had been no digression worth mentioning.
“Yes,” he assented, and moved his head so that he looked up at her back
hair, and the leaves high above, mottled against the sky. The wish
to lie there, where now he could just catch the rose-leaf line of her
under-chin as well, was very strong upon him. “Yes?” he repeated.
“I cannot talk to you like that,” she said; and he sat up again
shamefacedly.
“Yes--I think we were speaking of religions--some time ago,” he
faltered, to relieve the situation. The dreadful thought that she might
be annoyed began to oppress him.
“Well, you said whatever my religion was, it was yours too. That
entitles you at least to be told what the religion is. Now, I am a
Catholic.”
Theron, much mystified, nodded his head. Could it be possible--was there
coming a deliberate suggestion that he should become a convert? “Yes--I
know,” he murmured.
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