Conduct of life; English essays -- 20th century; Ethics; Philosophy
A little later, when he has ceased to be a child and puberty is
approaching, another question is apt to arise in the boy’s mind: What is
a woman like? There is also, less often and more carefully concealed,
the corresponding curiosity in the girl’s mind. Earlier this question
had seemed of no interest; it had never even occurred to ask it; there
was little realisation—sometimes none at all—of any sexual difference.
Now it sometimes becomes a question of singular urgency, in the solution
of which it is necessary for the boy to concentrate all the scientific
apparatus at his command. For there may be no ways of solving it
directly, least of all for a well-behaved, self-respecting boy or a shy,
modest girl. The youthful intellect is thus held in full tension, and
its developing energy directed into all sorts of new channels in order
to form an imaginative picture of the unknown reality, fascinating
because incompletely known. All the chief recognised mental processes of
dogma, hypothesis, and fiction, developed in the history of the race,
are to this end instinctively created afresh in the youthful individual
mind, endlessly formed and re-formed and tested in order to fill in the
picture. The young investigator becomes a diligent student of literature
and laboriously examines the relevant passages he finds in the Bible or
other ancient primitive naked books. He examines statues and pictures.
Perhaps he finds some old elementary manual of anatomy, but here the
long list of structures with Latin names proves far more baffling than
helpful to the youthful investigator who can in no possible way fit them
all into the smooth surface shown by the statues. Yet the creative and
critical habit of thought, the scientific mind generated by this search,
is destined to be of immense value, and long outlives the time when the
eagerly sought triangular spot, having fulfilled its intellectual
function, has become a familiar region, viewed with indifference, or at
most a homely tenderness.
That was but a brief and passing episode, however permanently beneficial
its results might prove. With the achievement of puberty, with the
coming of adolescence, a larger and higher passion fills the youth’s
soul. He forgets the woman’s body, his idealism seems to raise him above
the physical: it is the woman’s personality—most likely some particular
woman’s personality—that he desires to know and to grasp.
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