The next morning Grace Travers woke up rather earlier than usual.
The scene of the previous evening had left a distinct memory behind,
although it had ended in a reconciliation. She had exchanged a few
sentences with Lord Kirkdale, and there was an air of truth, candour,
and unsophistication that appealed strongly to her imagination, as a
contrast to her husband’s somewhat brutal analysis of sexual relations.
A civilised woman has very little taste for what may be termed pure
passion; it pleases her instinct perhaps, but it revolts her intellect,
her imagination, her delicacy, her pride. To an intellectual person
the whole business of love-making is ridiculous, and without dignity.
Dreams and fancies are invoked to give it an adventitious interest,
and so a sort of mesmerism is exercised, and blissful dreams of eternal
happiness come into existence, depending for their duration very
much upon the sympathy between the imaginations of the lovers, which
sometimes is powerful enough to build up a reality from a vision.
However this may be, when love comes in at the door intellect flies out
of the window or sleeps the sleep of the disgusted. When it returns to
its habitation it delivers stern judgment on the follies that have been
committed in its absence. Now a lovers’ quarrel interferes considerably
with the glamour of the situation, it disturbs the harmony which is
essential to the conditions described, and the intellect takes the
chance to slip in and give an opinion. So it happened to Grace. She was
clever, and before the madness came over her (for in her case it was
not a sympathetic imagination which attracted her) was considered witty
and brilliant. But the first effect of her love was to make her take
life very, very seriously; she became quite incapable, for a time, of
seeing the humour of any situation. She had hitherto led a wild roving
life, and her ideal had been to settle down in a little nest of her
own and play Joan to George Travers’s Darby for the rest of her life.
Now Travers did not particularly object to her playing Joan, but he
did find himself unequal to the combined _rôles_ of Romeo and Darby.
Romance and domesticity are not a very suitable combination, and poor
Travers may perhaps be forgiven for falling short of the ideal set
before him.
As has been said by a lady who has made some study of the female heart:
‘What is really necessary to a woman’s happiness is two husbands,
one for everyday and one for Sundays.’ She really meant that she
has discovered that Romeo and Darby cannot be combined in one poor
mortal man, so is willing to take them separately. Grace was not so
reasonable. The romantic attachment she had formed for Romeo, in the
person of Travers, prevented her enduring the presence of Darby, in
the person of Kirkdale. She did not object to Darby’s homage, but it
was certainly not worth thinking of, and would certainly meet with no
reward from her hands.
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