‘You can’t learn to _act_, but you can learn to _speak_ beautifully;
life teaches you that, more than all the theatres in the world.’
He looked at her in surprise.
‘I don’t know, of course, but that’s my idea of things,’ she said
smiling.
‘And how do you study?’
‘I learn parts, and say them over and over again to myself until I get
just the sound I want into my voice.’
‘What parts? Juliet?’
‘Well, Beatrice in _The Cenci_ is the one I like best. I don’t like
Juliet; all that sort of sentiment is such a delusion, you know. I
can’t pretend to believe in it; but there is a real, terrible tragedy
in Beatrice, you can’t help feeling it; it takes hold of you, you can’t
escape it.’
‘_The Cenci_ is very improper, isn’t it?’
‘I dare say; I just read the play through once to understand the part
of Beatrice, I forget about the details. I only know the fact that she
has a real, terrible wrong done her, which makes her loathe herself and
lose her wits for a while, that she revenges it, and is beheaded for
her crime just as life had become possible for her, when the father
that had poisoned the very air in which she grew up had ceased to live.
It seems to me that is the only really tragic part ever written for a
woman. Lady Macbeth was a fiend, Juliet a baby.’
‘Will you read some of it to me?’
‘No. I can’t bear reading in a room, it is so amateurish.’
‘But just quietly, to one person, surely that is different.’
‘Well, perhaps I will. No, I’ll tell you what; if you like to come
down to the river mead, I will bring out the book and read a little
of it this afternoon. Now go; I don’t want the girl to see us come
in together.’ He obediently went on ahead. She sat on a stile for a
moment or two thinking. ‘Suppose I go off; suppose I get an engagement,
what then?’ Lord Kirkdale looked round as he turned the corner, which
took him out of her sight. And she wondered why he looked so heavy and
sheepish, and foolish.
In case my reader should get a wrong impression of Lord Kirkdale, they
must be here informed that he was an extremely well made young man, six
feet one in height, thirteen stone in weight, with fair hair and ruddy
complexion; there was nothing comic or unseemly about his appearance,
but to a woman who had taken it into her head to adore the type of
man represented by the Dancing Faun, no Hercules, however laboriously
devoted, need apply.
* * * * *
‘Who is this dreadful ineligible man Robert tells me was dining
here the other night?’ said Maisy. She had been lunching at Davies
Street with her mother and sister, and the three were sitting in the
drawing-room.
‘I don’t think you need trouble about his being detrimental, unless
it is on mamma’s account; he devotes himself entirely to her,’ said
Geraldine.
Lady Kirkdale laughed. ‘I was telling Geraldine the other day, that
in a few seasons no woman this side of fifty will have a chance in
society.’
‘I wonder what the meaning of it is,’ said Maisy.
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