‘I think he owed it to Kirkdale to shield his friend. What does it
matter whether a man cheats at cards or not? Everybody cheats, at other
things besides cards, in their own particular way.’
‘My dear Geraldine, how often have I told you we must take things as
we find them? It is considered wrong for men to cheat at cards, and it
disgraces them. It is not considered very wrong for women to cheat at
cards; people rather expect it, and laugh at it. It’s no use arguing
about it. It is so, and there’s an end of it.’
‘Why should there be one law for men and another for women?’
‘I don’t know, I dare say there are some things winked at in a man
which would not be permitted to women. I don’t know what they are, but
one never can tell.’
‘What will Mr. Travers do?’
‘Disappear.’
‘O Maisy, how dreadful! I expect he is terribly hard up. Can’t we help
him?’
‘I expect Kirkdale is seeing after him. Kirkdale is very foolish. It is
a great pity he has not turned out better. He is such a very handsome
man.’
‘I don’t think Mr. Travers handsome, if you are talking of him; but
there was a sort of pleasure in his society I never felt with any one
else.’
‘Yes, he had a charm, there is no doubt of that.’
‘You think so. You felt it too. O Maisy, Maisy, whatever shall I do?’
Lady Geraldine broke down into passionate sobs. ‘I am a fool! What
shall I do? what shall I do?’ she cried.
‘My poor dear Gerry, don’t cry; I didn’t know it was as serious as all
this. I took a great fancy to him myself, but I don’t feel as badly as
you do, thank goodness.’
‘I know he is the only man in the world I could ever care for,’ sobbed
Geraldine.
‘Try and think of somebody else.’
‘I hate everybody else. If I think of other people, it is only to think
of the difference between him and them. He is so graceful, they are so
proper. He always has something charming to say, they always say the
things one has heard over and over again. He is like the Dancing Faun,
they are like a tailor’s block. Oh, what is the use of saying all this?
He makes my heart beat with happiness when I only hear his footstep.
When I touch other men my blood turns cold, and my heart turns to ice.’
‘Geraldine, Geraldine, you are really dreadful. I’m sure it isn’t at
all proper to feel like that. I never felt so about Robert. I always
liked other people. Of course, one feels that one’s husband _is_ one’s
husband. But still----’
‘I never thought I felt like this till to-day; I didn’t realise it
before: it has come upon me suddenly. It is as if I had been swimming
about in beautiful blue water, and suddenly found myself being sucked
down by a whirlpool.’
‘Don’t you think we had better ask mamma about it? I really don’t know
what to advise.’
‘Not on any account. Swear to me you will not breathe a word of this to
any one. I shall get over it. Don’t be afraid. See now, I will bathe my
eyes and come upstairs.’
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