Gold mines and mining -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
Her mother, too, presented no insuperable obstacle to a sufficient
comprehension--a noted beauty in a gay and self-indulgent society, she
had passed through a triumphant period without forming any attachment.
An inordinate amount of champagne had been uncorked in her honor,
compliment and service and offers had made up her daily round; until,
almost impossibly exacting, she had found herself beyond her early
radiance, in the first tragic realization of decline. Stopping, perhaps,
in the midst of slipping her elegance of body into a party dress, she
remembered that she was thirty-five--just Honora's age at present.
The compliments and offers had lessened, she was in a state of weary
revulsion when Ithiel Canderay--bronzed and despotic and rich--had
appeared before her and, the following day, urged marriage.
Yes, it was easy to see why the shipmaster, desirous of peace after
the unpeaceful sea, should build his house in the still, old port
the tradition of which was in his blood. It was no more difficult to
understand how his wife, always a little tired now from the beginning
ill effects of ceaseless balls and wining, should welcome a spacious,
quiet house and unflagging, patient care.
All this was clear; and, in a way, it made her own position logical--she
was the daughter, the repository, of such varied and yet unified
forces. In moments of calm, such as this, Honora could be successfully
philosophical. But she was not always placid; in fact she was placid
but an insignificant part of her waking hours. She was ordinarily
filled with emotions that, having no outlet, kept her stirred up, half
resentful, and half desirous of things which she yet made no extended
effort to obtain.
Honora told herself daily that she detested Cot-tarsport, she intended
to sell her house, give it to the town, and move to Boston. But, after
three or four weeks in the city, a sense of weariness and nostalgia
would descend upon her--the bitterness of her mother lived over
again--and drive her back to the place she had left with such decided
expressions of relief.
This was the root of her not large interest in Jason Burrage--he, too,
she had always felt, had had possibilities outside the local life and
fish industry; and he had gone forth and justified, realized, them. He
had broken away from the enormous pressure of custom, personal habit,
and taken from life what was his. But she, Honora Canderay, had not had
the courage to free herself from an existence without incentive, without
reward. Something of this might commonly find excuse in the fact that
she was a woman, and that the doors of life and experience, except
one, were closed to her; but, individually, she had little use for
this supine attitude. Her blood was too domineering. She consigned such
inhibitions to pale creatures like Olive Stanes.
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