Gold mines and mining -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
After the difficulty of his announcement Paret Fifield talked with
animation about his plans and approaching marriage. Honora wondered at
the swiftness with which she--for so long a fundamental part of his
thought--'had dropped from his mind. It had the aspect of a physical act
of seclusion, as if a door had been closed upon her, the last, perhaps,
leading out of her isolation. She hadn't been at all sure that she
would not marry Paret: today she had almost decided in favor of such a
consummation of her existence.
A girl not quite nineteen! She had been only twenty when Paret Fifield
had first danced with her. He had been interested immediately. It was
difficult for her to realize that she was now thirty-five; soon forty
would be upon her, and then a grey reach. She didn't feel any older than
she had, well--on the day that Jason Burrage departed for California.
There wasn't a line on her face; no trace, yet, of time on her spirit or
body; but the dust must inevitably settle over her as it did on a vase
standing unmoved on a shelf. A vase was a tranquil object, well suited
to glimmer from a corner through a decade; but she was different. The
heritage of her father's voyaging stirred in her together with the
negation that held her stationary. A third state, a hot rebellion,
poured through her, while she listened to Paret's facile periods.
Really, he was rather ridiculous about the girl. She was conscious of
the dull pounding of her heart.
The morning following was remarkably warm and still; and, after Paret
Fifield had gone, Honora made her way slowly down to the bay. The
sunlight lay like thick yellow dust on the warehouses and docks, and the
water filled the sweep of Cottar's Neck with a solid and smoothly blue
expanse. A fishing boat, newly arrived, was being disgorged of partly
cured haddock. The cargo was loaded into a wheelbarrow, transferred to
the wharf, and there turned into a basket on a weighing scale, checked
by a silent man in series of marks on a small book, and carried away.
Beyond were heaped corks and spread nets and a great reel of fine cord.
When Honora walked without an objective purpose she always came finally
to the water. It held no surprise for her; there was practically nothing
she was directly interested in seeing. She stood--as at present--gazing
down into the tide clasping the piles, or away at the horizon, the
Narrows opening upon the sea. She exchanged unremarkable sentences with
familiar figures, watched the men swab decks or tail new cordage through
blocks, and looked up absently at the spars of the schooners lying at
anchor.
She had put on a summer dress again of white India barège, a little hat
with a lavender bow, and she stood with her silk shawl on an arm. The
stillness of the day was broken only by the creak of the wheelbarrow.
Last night she had been rebellious, but now a lassitude had settled over
her: all emotion seemed blotted out by the pouring yellow light of the
sun.
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