Gold mines and mining -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
Jason took a seat facing her across an open space of darkly flowered
carpet, and Honora studied him, directly critical. Against a vague
background his countenance was extraordinarily pronounced, vividly
pallid. His black hair swept in a soft wave across a brow with indented
temples, his nose was short with wide nostrils, the lower part of
his face square. His hands, scarred and discolored, rested each on a
black-clad knee.
She was in no hurry to begin a conversation which must either be
stilted, uncomfortable, or reach beyond known confines. For the moment
her daring was passive. Jason Burrage stirred his feet, and she attended
the movement with thoughtful care. He said unexpectedly:
“I believe I've never been in here before.” He turned and studied his
surroundings as if in an effort of memory. “But I talked to your father
once in the hall.”
“Nothing has been changed,” she answered almost unintelligibly. “Very
little does in Cot-tarsport.”
“That's so,” he assented. “I saw it when I came back. It was just the
same, but I----” he stopped and his expression became gloomy.
“If you mean that you were different, you are wrong,” she declared
concisely. “Just that has made trouble for you--you have been unable to
be anything but yourself. I am like that, too. Every one is.”
“I have been through things,” he told her enigmatically. “Why look--just
the trip: to Chagres on the Isthmus, and then mules and canoes through
that ropey woods to Panama, with thousands of prospectors waiting for
the steamer. Then back by Mazatlan, Mexico City, and Vera Cruz. A man
sees things.”
Her inborn uneasiness at rooms, confining circumstance, her restless
desire for unlimited horizons, for the mere fact of reaching, moving,
stirred into being at the names he repeated. Tomorrow she would go away,
find something new--
“It must have been horridly rough and dirty.”
“A good many turned back or died,” he agreed tentatively. “But after you
once got there a sort of craziness came over you--you couldn't wait to
buy a pan or shovel. The bay was full of rotting ships deserted by their
crews, a thicket of masts with even the sails still hanging to them. The
men jumped overboard to get ashore and pick up gold.”
She thought with a pang of the idle ships with sprung rigging, sodden
canvas lumpily left on the decks, rotting as he had said, in files. The
image afflicted her like a physical pain, and she left it hurriedly.
“But San Francisco must have been full of life.”
“You had to shout to be heard over the bands, and everything blazing.
Pyramids of nuggets on the gambling tables. Gold dust and champagne and
mud.”
“Whatever will you find here?” She immediately regretted her query,
which seemed to search improperly into the failure of his marriage.
“I'm thinking of going back,” he admitted.
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