Gold mines and mining -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
“I'd been drinking a lot and was all on edge,” he volunteered further.
“I feel different today. I can remember your mother driving like this. I
was a boy then, and used to think she was made of ice; wondered why she
didn't run away in the sun.”
“Mother was very kind, really,” Honora said absently. She was relaxed
against the cushions, the country dipped and spread before her in a
restful brown garb; she watched Coggs' glazed hat sway against the sky.
The old sense of familiarity with Jason Burrage came back: why not,
since she had known him all their lives? And now, after his years
away, she was the only one in Cottarsport who at all comprehended his
difficulties. He was not commonplace, a strong man was never that; and,
in a way, he had the quality which more than any other had made her
father so notable. And he was not unpleasant so close beside her. That
was of overwhelming importance in the formation of her intimate opinion
of him. He had been refined by the bitterness of his early failure in
California; he bore himself with a certain dignity.
“What'll I do?” he demanded abruptly.
For the life or her she couldn't tell him. Except for platitudes she
could offer no solution against the future. Actual living, directly
viewed, was like that--hopeless of exterior solution. “I don't know,”
she admitted, “I wish I did; I wish I could help you.”
“This money, what's it good for? I can't get my family to burn two small
stoves at once; they'd die in the kitchen if they had a hundred parlors;
I've bought more clothes than I'll ever wear, four high hats and so on.
Not going to get married; no use for a big house, for anything more than
the room I have. I get plenty to eat----”
“You might do some good with it,” she suggested. The base of what she
was saying, Honora realized, was that he would be as well off with his
fortune given away. Yet it was unjust, absurd, for him not to get some
use, pleasure, from what he had worked so extravagantly to obtain.
“Somehow that wouldn't settle anything, for me,” he replied.
Coggs had turned at the usual limit of her afternoon driving, and they
were slowly moving back to the town. Cottar's Neck was fading into the
early gloom, and a group of men stared at Jason seated in the Canderays'
carriage as if their eyes were being played with in the uncertain light.
“Have you thought any more about going West?” she inquired.
They had stopped for his descent at Marlboro
Street, and he stood with a hand on the wheel. “I had intended to go
this morning.”
He held her gaze steadily, and she felt a swift coldness touch her into
a shiver.
“Tomorrow?” This came in a spirit of perversity against her every other
instinct.
“Shall I?”
“Would you be happier in San Francisco?” Jason Burrage made a hopeless
gesture.
“... for supper,” Honora found herself saying in a rush; “at six
o'clock. If you aren't bound for California.”
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