Gold mines and mining -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
She heard the servant open the front door; there was a pause--Jason
was taking off his greatcoat--after which he entered, calm and without
query.
“I was tired of sitting by myself,” she said with an air of entire
frankness. In a minute or so more it was all as it had been the evening
before--she held a coal for his cheroot as he tilted back beside her
with his feet on the rail. “You are a very comfortable man, Jason,” she
told him.
He made no reply, although a quiver crossed his lips. Then, after a
little, “It's astonishing how soon you get used to things. Seems as if I
had been here for years, and this is only the third time.'”
“Have you thought any more of California?”
He faced her with an expression of surprise. “It had gone clean out of
my mind. I suppose I will shift back, though--nothing here for me. I
can't come to see you every evening.”
She preserved a silence in which they both fell to staring into a
dancing, bluish flame. The gusts of rain were audible like the tearing
of heavy linen. An extraordinary idea had taken possession of Honora--if
the day had been fine, if she had been out in a sparkling air and sun,
a very great deal would have happened differently. But just what
she couldn't then say: the fact alone was all that she curiously
apprehended.
“I suppose not,” she answered, so long after his last statement that he
gazed questioningly at her. “I wonder if it has occurred to you,” she
continued, “how much alike we are? I often think about it.”
“Why, no,” he replied, “it hasn't. Jason Bur-rage and Honora Canderay! I
wouldn't have guessed it, and I don't believe any one else ever has.
I'd have a hard time thinking about two more different. It's--it's
ridiculous.” He became seriously animated. “Here I am--well, you know
all about me--with some money, perhaps, and a little of the world in my
head; but you're Honora Canderay.”
“You said once that I was nothing but a woman,” she reminded him.
“I remember that,” he admitted with evident chagrin. “I was drunk.”
“That's when the truth is often hit on; I am quite an ordinary sort of
woman.”
He laughed indulgently.
“You said last evening I had some of a very common quality.”
“Now you mustn't take that serious,” he protested; “it was just in a way
of speech. I told you I couldn't rightly explain myself.”
“Anyhow,” she asserted bluntly, “I am lonely. What will you do about
it?”
His amazement turned into a consternation which even now she found
almost laughable. “Me?” he stammered. “There's no way I can help you.
You are having a joke.”
She realized, with a feeling that her knowledge came too late, that she
was entirely serious. Jason Burrage was the only being alive who could
give her any assistance, yes, save her from the future. Her hands were
cold, she felt absolutely still, as if she had suddenly turned into
marble, a statue with a heart slightly fluttering.
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