Gold mines and mining -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
He considered this at breakfast--his wife behind a tall Sheffield coffee
urn--and he was aware of the cold edge of a distasteful possibility.
The thought enveloped him insidiously, like the fog which often rolled
through the Narrows and over the town, that the Canderays were secretly
impoverished, and Honora had married him only for his money. Jason
was not resentful of this in itself, since he had been searching for
a motive he could accept, but it struck him in a peculiarly vulnerable
spot--his admiration for his wife, for Honora. The idea, although he
assured himself that the thing was readily comprehensible, somehow
managed to diminish her, to tarnish the luster she held for him. It was
far beneath the elevation on which Cottarsport had placed the Canderays;
and he suffered a distinct sense of loss, a feeling of the staleness and
disappointment of living.
The more he considered this explanation the more he was convinced of
its probability. A great deal of his genuine warmth in his marriage
evaporated. Still--Honora had married him, she had given herself in
return for what material advantage he might bring; and he would have to
perform his part thoroughly. He ought to have known that----
What he must do now was to save them both from any painful revelation
by keeping for ever hid that he was aware of her purpose, he must never
expose himself by a word or act; and he must make her understand that
whatever he had was absolutely hers. It would be necessary for her to go
to the money with entire freedom and without any accounting.
This, he found, was not so easy to establish as he thought. Honora was
his wife, but nevertheless there was a well marked reticence between
them, a formal nicety with which he was heartily in accord. He couldn't
just thrust his fortune before her on the table. He hesitated through
the day, on the verge of various blunders; and then, in the evening,
said in a studied causality of manner:
“What do you think about fixing some of the rooms over new? You might
get tired of seeing the same things for so long. I saw real elegant
furniture in Boston.”
She looked about indifferently. “I think I wouldn't like it changed,”
she remarked, almost in the manner of a defense. “I suppose it does seem
worn to you; but I'm used to it; there are so many associations. I am
certain I'd be lost in new hangings.”
Jason was so completely silenced by her reply that he felt he must have
shown some confusion, for her gaze deliberately turned to him. “Is there
any particular thing you would like repaired?” she inquired.
“No, of course not,” he said hastily. “I think it's all splendid. I
wouldn't change a curtain, only--but....” He cursed himself for a
clumsy fool while Honora continued to study him. He endeavored to shield
himself behind the trivial business of lighting a cheroot; but he felt
Honora's query searching him out. Finally, to his extreme dismay, he
heard her say:
“Jason, I believe you think I married you for money!”
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