Gold mines and mining -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
There were “Pack” Clower, an able seaman whose indolent character had
dissipated his opportunities of employment without harming his slow,
powerful body; Emery Radlaw, the brother of the apothecary and a
graduate of Williams College, a man of vanished refinements and taker of
strange drugs, as thin and erratically rapid in movements as Clower was
slow; Steven, an incredibly soiled Swede; John Vleet, the master and
part owner of a fishing schooner, a capable individual on the sea, but
an insanely violent drunkard on land. There were others, all widely
different, but alike in the bitterness of a common failure and the habit
of assuaging doubtful self-esteem, of ministering to crawling nerves,
with highly potential stimulation.
Jason passed “Pack” and Emery Radlaw on a day of late March, and a
mocking and purposely audible aside almost brought him to an adequate
reply. He had disposed of worse men than these in California and the
Isthmus. His arrogant temper rose and threatened to master him; but
something more powerful held him steadily and silently on his way. This
was his measureless admiration for Honora, his determination to involve
her in nothing that would detract from her fineness and erect pride.
Brawling on the street would not do for her husband. He must give her
no cause to lessen what incomprehensible feeling, liking, she might
have for him, give life to no regrets for a hasty and perhaps only
half considered act. After this, in passing any of his late temporary
associates, he failed to express even the perfunctory consciousness of
their being.
*****
In April he was obliged to admit to himself that he knew no more of
Honora's attitude toward him than on the day of their wedding. He
recognized that she made no show of emotion; it was an essential part of
her to seem at all times unmoved. That was well enough for the face she
turned toward the world; but directed at him, her husband, its enigmatic
quality began to obsess his mind. What Honora thought of him, why she
had married him, became an almost continuous question.
It bred an increasing sense of instability that became loud, defiant.
More than once he was at the point of self-betrayal: query, demand,
objection, would rise on a temporary angry flood to his lips. But,
struggling, behind a face as unmoved as Honora's own, he would suppress
his resentment, the sense of injury, and smoke with the appearance of
the greatest placidity.
His regard for his wife placed an extraordinary check on his impulses
and utterance. He deliberated carefully over his speech, watched her
with an attention not far from a concealed anxiety, and was quick to
absorb any small conventions unconsciously indicated by her remarks. She
never instructed or held anything over him; he would have been acutely
sensitive to any air of superiority, and immediately antagonized. But
Honora was entirely free from pretensions of that variety; she was as
clear and honest as a goblet of water.
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