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Even above the discordant dash of his startled sensibilities rose
the fear, instantaneously born, that Honora had heard. All the vague
uneasiness which had possessed him at Thomas Gust's return solidified
into a recognizable, leaden dread--the conviction that his wife must
learn the story of his misadventure, told with animus and lies. Then a
more immediate dread held him rigidly attentive: there might be a second
cry, a succession of them shouted discordantly to the sky. Honora
would come out, the servants gather, while that accusing voice,
indistinguishable and disembodied by the night, proclaimed his error.
This was not the shooting of Eddie Lukens, but the neglect to comprehend
Honora Canderay.
Absolute silence followed. He made a motion toward the wall, but,
oppressed by the futility of such an act, arrested himself in the
midst of a step and stood with a foot extended. The stillness seemed to
thicken the air until he could hardly breathe; he was seized by a sullen
anger at the events which had gathered to betray him. The crying tones
had been like a chemical acting on his complexity, changing him to an
entirely different entity, darkening his being; the peace and fragrance
of the night were destroyed by the anxiety that now sat upon him.
Convinced that nothing more was to follow here, he was both impelled
into the house, to Honora, and held motionless by the fear of seeing
her turn toward him with her familiar light surprise and a question.
However, he slowly retraced his way over the terraces, through a trellis
hung with grape vines, and into the hall. As he hoped, Honora was on
the opposite side of the dwelling. She had heard nothing. Jason sat down
heavily, his gaze lowered and somber.
The feeling smote him that he should tell Honora of the whole miserable
business at once, make what excuse for himself was possible, and prepare
her for the inevitable public revelation. He pronounced her name,
with the intention of doing this; but she showed him such a tranquil,
superfine face that he was unable to proceed. Her interrogation held for
a moment and then left him, redirected to a minute, colorful square of
glass beads.
A multiplication of motives kept him silent, but principal among them
was the familiar shrinking from appearing to his wife in any little or
mean guise. It was precisely into such a peril that he had been forced.
He felt, now, that she would overlook a murder such as the one he had
committed far more easily than an intangible error of spirit. He could
actually picture Honora, in his place, shooting Eddie Lukens; but he
couldn't imagine her in his humiliating situation of a few minutes
before.
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