Male friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
David heard him stamp heavily down to his easy-chair, his chaos of
papers, his whiskey. As he had turned, he seemed to wink at David. Was
he trying to be kind? A door slammed outer silence. The room was
alive....
The Vice-president of the Railroad had an estate three miles beyond the
limits of David’s town. The Vice-president had a somewhat remote sister
who used to visit David’s mother. Although Mrs. Markand always tried to
stop her and to change the subject--it shamed her--this lady would talk
of the glories of that estate and of the pride of its owner. So now this
room was talking of the Deanes. A remote room it was, thrust out in
limbo--an obviously spare room. But it was full and stridulous with
observations.
David sat on the broad bed. Two dormer windows were open, and the street
came in. A low ponderous murmur welling and declining. Fogged and blue.
With sudden periodic flashes of near commotion: a passing cab, a car
clanking. The pervasive sense of low hard pavement drenched with the
beat of life swung up to him in flat strokes.
The room had the same fogginess, the same color as this new world: the
same dull compression of incessant life. It, too, was a scabbard for
some lancing emotion. Doubtless his glimpse of the family photographs
had determined David’s mind more than he knew: the muffled finery of the
house.
David had the sense of a prison; or was it a church? There were hearts
here that beat against this place, and yet they were worshipful voices.
He had never thought of the arrogant consistence of walls and of an
aunt. He was not sure of his cousins.
Unknown to himself, with the naïve prescience of the wild caught thing,
David found the spirit of the house: its angular and mournful fixity,
its irrelevance of finery and comfort. He had been shocked to find that
he knew these sorts of furniture and ornaments: there had been sporadic
visits to stately country parlors. The City’s contribution seemed
mostly the house itself, perhaps its work upon what was in it.... A City
of somber houses sentineled like conquerors on sodden streets.
David settled back in the wide bed and drifted away; a cloud of
porcelain fans and gilt settees and majolica statuettes swept in his
mind with a mingling of soft girls, and beat on the frown of gray
walls....
It was night when he awoke. A numbness was over David. He thought: “Why
don’t all these things thrill me more?” He felt the plethoric breathing
of New York. Night had always meant to him the freedom of dreams, play
of stars. Here was a night that stirred with stifled pain. David jumped
out of the bed and went to the window.
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