Male friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
The canoe lurched and veered. The water swirled. A distant bird
fluttered from bracken. A pad of lilies went cutting in his path; a
branch broke off. A bat whizzed in the dark above his eyes. His mind
awaked in the disparate turbulence. It had gone forth asleep to the
world. It returned awake to its little human chamber. He saw near
things.
His canoe was still. His eyes shot on. A grove of trees was sheer
against the sky and his eyes.... Through the calm passion of the summer
lake with its clinging marges, through the cool strong lake tossing its
mystery in waves upon the shore that loved it, a grove of trees was
sheer against the sky and his eyes. A grove of trees was a crown on the
sharp brow of earth. A grove of trees was black with a great depth.
Their great black depth was a mouth: a silent mouth full of sound. They
stood there still above the lake and moved into his mood. They sucked
him.
He found he thought of them as one. He found he had long been still in
his canoe, measuring himself against them.
There was within them something hidden that sent him forward; something
hidden that drove him off. He was balanced.
The lake was light and cool and open. In the trees was great heat, great
closeness. The boy who was nearly a man felt he was naked and that the
trees would clothe him: he had delight of his nakedness as if he had
thrown off some bondage.
He looked about him, and the trees were in his eyes: wherever he looked
they were, like a love that a man carried with him. He saw the mountain
loom, the dense cloud over the world: he felt how strange was this lake
on which he was uplifted into a naked world. He let his eyes fall back
to the trees--his body all that time had fronted them--and understood
how it would be a terrible joy to be consumed by them.
The trees swayed. They were arms with eloquent sad hands.
He struck the water with his paddle. His canoe came alive. He was going
to plunge into the trees....
A part of him laughed for they were only trees.
The trees began to cut off his sense of the sky. They breathed deep ...
no part of him laughed. He glided. The trees opened their arms. Leaves
trembled and danced faintly. The world of sky swooned out: the world of
black trees swept his being.
The water that bore him whispered in language of the trees. It was not
of the lake. His canoe grated against a log, it nudged into a mound of
moss. It shivered back, it stopped. A slow dark singing....
The boy drew his shoulders close and was afraid, and was afraid even to
breathe, for what was he breathing? He was fast inclosed in a throbbing
praying Thing.
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