Male friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
David fell down the funnel of a world. The waters touched him that
touched far lands. Pregnant waters. He had been like a virgin whose lips
trembled with fear. He was like a virgin whose lips tremble with desire.
He stepped into a doorway, behind his uncle....
* * * * *
The Deanes returned from the mountains in a body. Mr. Deane, despite his
virtues, was taking a vacation. A few days after David’s mustering into
service, he had gone to join his wife and daughters. David was alone in
the barren house, with Anne to cook his breakfasts and make his bed.
David was alone with Anne in the house. But in the house was the spirit
of its owners and more really David was alone with that.
He moved uneasy through the City, he lay uneasy in this house that was
his only home. He tried to win a certain temporary comfort. He was
helpless against the press of the Deanes, thwarting his rest as he sat
eating his food; against the press of the City as he worked at his desk
downtown, earning his food. It was beyond his reason. The days were
fire. The nights were fume of heated stone and brick. And, within the
stone and brick, restless spirits marring his own. The City gasped out
the heat of the day by night. David was seared between alternate fires.
The heat of business dulled his will, depleted his body, aroused his
nerves. A new equation. At the hour of closing, he was tired and yet
only partly tired. The discrepancy gave accent to his fatigue. The
rounded, gentle weariness that he had often known, which took him whole
in encompassing arms and lowered him to sleep, was not this. The City
worked on him with an uneven spite. There he was, with the low sun hot
in the west above the lurid Hudson: limp and moist and spirit-dead, but
with senses leaping and a hunger ranging his veins.
In this state, David took his supper--trying to stifle the heat with
iced tea and iced coffee. In this state he tried to sleep.
He lay naked in bed. The sheets clung to his flesh. His skin prickled
with irritation.
So far as work emptied him work was good. A new experience was a new
vessel--what David needed to pour of himself. But the season was dull.
Mr. McGill was gone, and already his first task, to sort and enter bills
of lading, was a tedious habit. It seemed not work to David but the kind
of punishment that was occasionally meted out in school: like copying
the commandment one hundred times: “I must not talk during hours.” There
was nothing more or else to do, until the Manager’s return.
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