Male friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“Thank you--Anne.”
She took the glass. She bent down, her hair was a wonder over his eyes.
A wonder, since her hair was hot and still it was good. He felt her
moist lips on his chest.... There was the constant spirit of the house,
the forbidding intrusion of knowing that he was a guest and she a
servant, that this was evil.... Anne was gone.
No word at breakfast.... That night David found he was awaiting her and
she came. His sheet was over him. He took the glass she offered and
placed it on the chair; his arm drew her down till she sat beside him on
the bed. He felt her body burning under her cool gown: all the world was
distant, so that the house was distant too, and for once the Deanes were
in the mountains.
“No, Mr. David....”
He laughed. He was scornful: the Deanes were in the mountains.
A hot black sea was the world, rolling away. His bed rolled upon it;
only his bed was above the sea. It was haven. It was haven for him and
his woman. He drew her down, and his mouth sought her lips, her neck.
His mouth felt the wide loveliness of her body. It was distant still,
there was a gown between them. The gown was wide as a world. Her body
was growing great, until it was another sea that would cool him. It was
a sea of fire, but the fire was white and would cool him. It was needful
so.
She struggled.... Sudden she came of her own broken and sick will. Their
wills were healing each other. She was willfuller now than he. She held
his head in her arms, her flesh was all about him. Her gown was gone.
He found that she was lying beside him, crumpled: holding herself away.
He found she was a little bruised woman with bruised little breasts and
hair tangled, knotted in heat. He found he was moving away from her.
He found that the night was coming back. It was scornful and triumphant.
It waved onward, and upon its bitter burning waves came the Deanes who
were no longer in the mountains. There they were in the room. A vast
febrile room. Filled with the City and its desolate shadows, filled with
the Deanes. Huddling diminished in a corner a guest and a servant.
He spoke to her: “Anne.”
She answered: “Yes, Mr. David,” so he knew she knew this also.
At breakfast the sweet silence of restraint. A Puritan’s vow in the
withdrawn eyes of each other.
But the heat did not stop: nor the wearing away of will and the
rebellion of nerves. Anne came again. It had nothing to do with the
wide remainder of their lives. It was somnambular. She was the soul of
the heat--the gladness of it. So they got to be happy together and not
to mind very much. They got to laughing and to forgetting. There were
never many words. Breakfast was the break from a dream.
David deciphered her silence.
“I am wiser than you believe. I am wiser than you,” it said. “I am
thankful for you. You need not worry. Oh, I am very thankful.”
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