Male friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“Got everything?” he asked excitedly. “Nothing lost? My! it’s hot! That
robber robbed me. Lauretta--you have the keys? I must run along.
Where’s breakfast?” He mopped his brow, he paced; and David wondered
whether the executive task of shipping his family to New York--or some
obscure disturbance--was the thing too much for him.
David stood quietly apart. He unstrapped bags; untied boxes; stacked
rugs and tennis rackets into obtrusive corners. They let him work for
them, quite as they let Anne work. He found himself dwindling from them:
he wondered why he minded performing these casual tasks. He found he did
not care for this identity with Anne, although a part of him knew it
existed only in himself. He looked at her--not even in her. She was very
moist and humble and unattractive in her black skirt and her white apron
tucked high in her corsage. He could not separate her body from that
apron--chiefly from that attitude of serving. He wanted to say to
himself “Well--she served me!” He wanted to be high-handed, cynical,
indifferent. He managed to lose all sense of this toiling, nodding girl
as one with the sweet woman he had held in his arms and held with all
his body. There he was, scrutinizing Lois: her smart slimness; the
perfect abandon of her body not to him but to her own position. His
cousin wore a bright blue satin dress, simple and short and trim. Her
corsage was caught up in white lace:--the scheme was near enough to the
livery of Anne to make the difference crying. Her half-bare arms were
white. Strangely white. David guessed what pains she must have been to
so to keep them. She had taken off her hat; her golden hair fell
daintily--unmoist, immaculate--upon her forehead, and in crisp ringlets
down her neck. She had a tender smile that seemed to take one in and
laugh one out. Her features were smiling, soft and round, and were yet
tinged with an astute concern that contradicted their benevolence. The
white-slippered feet and the white-stockinged legs were an increased
offsetting flirt of humor to her serious brown eyes. The attentive
quality in Lois was her grace, her tender aloofness, her sixteen years
full of pride. David found himself quite willing to deny his amour with
a servant.
Anne needed to come up to him and ask him:
“Will you be going downtown to-day, Mr. David? Or will you be here to
lunch?”
“I’m going downtown,” he said sharply. He looked in her face and found
the soft intimate sense of her offensive: a too cloying sweetness for
his stomach. On the heels of his discovery a great remorse and disgust
at himself. It drove him toward a demonstration of bravado: he needed
almost to make clear to this searing presence of the Deanes that he owed
Anne much, was more like Anne than like them, and was aware of it. This
too was checked, left him dangling.
Lois caught him looking her through, and came over to where he worked at
a stubborn bag: she said: “Let me help you, David.”
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