Male friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Uptown he was still somewhat the stranger. But he was the friend of Lois
and he grew confident. They liked each other. Different dispensations
from far separate sources had thrust them close. Now both of them stood
together at the gate of the brilliant world Muriel went to evening after
evening. They saw Muriel return, full of tokens of its splendor: full of
weariness and hidden joy, full of pride and hidden knowledge. David
meant to enter the gates with Lois. In the waiting it was natural that
they talk, hold hands.
She would have said that she found him interesting. There was her own
life, which in her mind lacked quality. It was an empty atmosphere
occasionally pierced by suns and falling stars. The light of these was
her sustenance and was rare. So Lois starved.
She would have said that he was easy to talk to.
In the conventional sense he understood nothing: in the sense in which
life was a ruled open page for Muriel and her mother. But in the outlaw
sense where these two were blind, he understood miraculously well. She
could skip the roted things of the world in talk with him, dwell on the
stirring and uncharted. They met in a sort of reticence about the
obvious. Not deliberately, but because he could not otherwise have
understood. Two persons speaking different tongues could live on
elemental planes. They could convey and satisfy the sense of hunger,
they could fight, they could make love. The difficulty might come when
they attempted to dine together, to quarrel civilly, or to get married.
Here, a common set of words was needed.
So between these two. Social engagements, family traditions, judgments
of the technique and manner of existence she could not broach with him.
She did not need to. Her school, her friends, her family webbed her in
such subjects. The wider ranges that Muriel would have cut through as
vague became their meeting place. They talked about life and beauty and
the future. She was sixteen and David twenty. In these vast fields they
were one fledgling age.
They were often alone together. The room on the third floor that faced
the street was the living-room of the sisters. And Muriel was usually
out: and the parents stayed in their own quarters below.
Dinner’s end was release. David sat there uncomfortable and Lois sat
there indifferent. Mr. Deane had few words. He was weary at night. What
energy he had poured into the business of eating. Mrs. Deane was voluble
enough, but she needed no attentive ears and she had none. She talked:
her husband ate: her daughters spoke low together: David made his
shoulders narrow and occasionally straightened with a shock when his
aunt’s eyes turned on him. The last sip of coffee meant the last moment
at the table for the girls, whether their mother was in the middle of a
sentence or their father was asking them a question. In this case, the
question could be curtly answered in the process of exit.
“Come, David,” from Lois, “you’re finished, aren’t you?”
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