Male friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“Duer tells me you are already friends. I am glad. He will help you
downtown. You must help each other. I’ll tell you how. Have a race. See
who can do the best work. Who can work hardest. That’s not a bad idea,
eh? You two--having a race--spurring each other on to new efforts.
Racing each other to the goal of hard and successful work. Do you
understand what I mean? All life is a race. Ever thought of that? All
life is a race. You two men must help each other in the spirit of
friendly Competition....”
It was plain that Mr. Tibbetts loved this conception of his. He caressed
it. He rubbed it up and down. He could not let it go. David, standing
there, counted the buttons on his waistcoat.
Mrs. Deane spoke: “Why don’t you young people run along upstairs?”
Automatically, Lois, Miss Tibbetts and the two boys rose from their
chairs. It was as if they were being thrust away by a sated creature.
David could feel the swift rushing of the current of attention from him.
The single eye was turned away: the single word knew him not. He was
nothing.
He saw these men and women, sure, satisfied; he felt a certain cruelty
in their assurance and in their satisfaction. He was closer to the
girls. Muriel had not budged from her seat. In Duer was a certain
mingling of movement and of motive. Duer was changing his status. Muriel
had changed already. She had qualified and been absorbed. She was one of
the possessors, one with this generation which had achieved. Duer was on
the way. David saw something like a royal whim in the intensity of the
brief interest of these elders. They had looked at him as possible food,
as a possible new adhesion to their body. They had not remotely thought
of him as a separate human being with heart and mind and soul of his
own. In a way poignant, however vague, David felt this, felt further the
meaning of their swift disposal after the appeasement of interest. Here,
at last, he discerned a Group. He knew that in its elemental
consciousness he must be either a good thing for its increase, or a bad
thing altogether....
Upstairs another sudden shift in mood and stress.
Duer all at once was middle-aged and weightily silent. He looked on the
two girls with a forebearing reticence. He had left a part of himself--a
longing part--downstairs. A part of the group downstairs--the complacent
part--he was trying sturdily to carry on.
Lois and his sister were hard to impress. Their bright indifference
outshone his drab and manufactured ease. A certain sublime comfort lay
beneath Duer’s manifest disapproval of their gayety. It said: “Time is
with me. Wait until you are women, as I am a man. My way wins.”
Lois placed Miss Tibbetts before him with a ceremonial air.
“Fay is my _very best_ friend. So you two must be friends, too: for my
sake.... Kiss!”
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