Male friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
He half-closed his eyes. It did not matter. Such subtle things as eyes
half-closed were beyond Miss Lord. Beyond Lois? He heard her voice. “The
City had to pay ten cents a-piece for coat-hooks! A-piece! When you can
buy them _anywhere_ retail for a nickel.” He heard her voice. It was so
unlike her stalwart strapping body that he had not noticed it until now
when his half-shut eyes saw less. Miss Lord’s voice was high, was
girlish! It too had that ring which, though David knew no such rule,
goes with an emotionally empty life. Wise, cool Miss Lord. Did she have
really more of the wine of feeling than pampered Lois? Was she more
alive, after all?
She was earning her living. While Lois lolled at teas, and waited for
her début. Earning one’s bread--David knew what that meant, in the
world. It meant the heights and the depths. It meant nobility. The man
who earned his bread was a man: the man who did not was less than a
woman.... Did it really mean these things?
He had earned his living since he was fifteen years old. For five years
done this; for five years thought nothing about it, thought nothing
about the world. That was strange. He had loafed three weeks near an
idle lake and a world was born. Was earning one’s bread perhaps a trick
of the hand, like placing the spokes in a wheel? What had the droning
hours in the shop brought to him? Did he not go out into the breathing
fields and watch his mind stir to expand? Until there had been three
weeks of this and his mind had expanded. He liked work. Was it perhaps a
trifle like a drug that one gets used to, that eases one off from the
world? Here he was, juggling with steamship deliveries and tinkering
accounts. Brainier work than welding handle-bars? Life could not be
this. Perhaps this wise woman who earned her living did not know life
after all.
At least, she did not know him. She had bored him: she was boring him
now. David felt he knew her somewhat. He was not boring her....
“It has been such fun, Mr. Markand. After all, we can’t get along, can
we, without fresh points of view? They mean success in business. Not
plodding counts, you will find: always the fresh point of view....”
Her judgments were cleaner-cut than his. A rubber-stamp is dear. What
lay, in truth, behind the patter of her phrases: “France is corrupt but
clever.” “People vote according to picnics and catchwords.” “After all,
there is something _clean_, something _big_ which America stands for,
that no other country can rival”?
Lois also had her occupation. She received no salary for it: she was
apprenticed to it still. She would get her place in the world, if she
pursued it well. It too would mean money and ease and position. She too
was going through a trick that was far from the free winds of living.
Did not both these women belong to Deane and Company?
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