Male friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“Laura,” he said, “it will be bad business for us both if you insist on
this divorce. And the worst goes to you. I can weigh in to a mighty
small income, of which half, dear, will be yours. Most of my winnings
are of a sort, my dear, that it would make Justice blush to have to rule
on. So, considerate gentleman that I am, I must hide from the Judge what
might prove embarrassing. Hand in hand, you and I can bear up and have
no fear. For all that is mine is thine. But, dear, if you insist on this
legal separation you must be satisfied with what will turn out to be
your legal separation from my money. You would faint, beloved, if I told
you what you may expect.”
Mrs. Duffield saw the very grim reality in his threat: knew as alone the
social officer knows what misery of deceit and sordidness the want of
funds must bring to the fulfillment of the one life she could live. She
answered:
“I can’t stand any longer the thought that you are my husband. I must be
free of that. I am unclean and I am taking a bath.”
Duffield smiled.
“The bath, my dear, you took some years ago. Why repeat it in public?”
She winced.
“I have no wish to resume relations with you, Laura. All I object to is
this exhibition.”
“Unfortunately, it has to be. I relish it no more than you. I deserve it
less. Our marriage was public. My cleaning my hands of you must be
public also. If you were so considerate and scrupulous as you pretended,
you could save us much by not defending the suit.”
“I may be considerate. But if I am hit, I hit back. I have not objected
to your virtual quarantine of me, these past ten years. I have behaved
and kept up front. I have shown in at your parties and paid your debts
when they grew troublesome. The only time, my dear, ever to pay a debt.
But if you insist on placarding my love-affairs, I’ll fight.”
“Very well. Go and do your worst. I shall of course get the dirty end of
this. I have, all my life. But don’t expect I’ll make peace with you.”
“Laura, you are a fool.” Duffield stood up.
“I know I am. I am sort of glad, that you think I am a fool. It puts me
miles out of reach of your kind of wisdom. I know I am a fool. You had
your share in making me one. But even you shan’t succeed in making me a
coward.”
Deems Duffield sighed and drew on his fawn-hued gloves and sent a little
whistling note through his shut teeth. Coming up to his wife, he looked
at her and slowly shook his head. He placed his hands on her thin
shoulders: their eyes met.
“It’s a fight, then, my dear?” He said this pleasantly.
“I am sorry, Deems, you have made such a ruin of our lives.”
“I am sorry, also, Laura.”
He drew her quickly to him. He kissed her forehead and stepped back.
“Good-by. You are the best thing I have ever had, and I hate to see that
I have lost you. But it’s not the best things we need most, my dear.
It’s the ordinary things. Often in life, we have to get along without
the best in order to have the common.”
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