Male friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
She stood breathing deeply, white and strained from his words. In her
mind was a racing kaleidoscope: how he first had kissed her, and taught
her love; how fearful she had somehow been, and how he had fallen away.
In her soul was a sense of guilt. She said nothing: he was gone.
She rang the bell.
“Delia,” she said to the entering maid, “I have changed my mind. If any
one calls this afternoon, I am in.”
She threw herself on the chaise-longue and picked up her novel. _The
Egoist_ of Meredith. Its crystalline obscurity distressed her. It seemed
so far removed from life: so frigidly in diapason between the Sun and
the North Pole. She threw the book away and scribbled a sentence on the
edge of a newspaper that lay near her hand.
“All marriages that turn out monstrously begin as idylls. Indifference
at the start is the one defense against horror at the end.”
“How I wish I could express myself!” she sighed. She tore off the edge
of paper, crumpled it, thrust it in her corsage. Marcia was there.
“I met father in the street.” Marcia made no further greeting to her
mother. “He seemed in fine fettle.”
Speaking she crossed to her own room. She shut the door. Her thought
ran: “Papa hasn’t Mamma’s family but he makes up for it in liveliness.”
She examined herself in the mirror and took off her hat. “I wonder
whether it is a wise thing to confuse marriage and love. I wonder
whether the woman must always get the worst of it, like Mamma. Perhaps
not. Mamma is the so-called innocent one. Perhaps the rule is that the
innocent one, of whatever sex, should get the worst of it. I’ll remember
that.” She had dropped her suit on the floor and slipped into a blue
_crêpe de chine_ gown that hung straight and square from her shoulders.
Within it, her body moved like a still sure mechanism. “Oh, well,” she
said, half aloud, throwing herself on her couch and taking a book, “the
sins of the parents shall educate the children unto the third and fourth
generation.”
She remembered her unopened letters on the table near the lamp beside
her. She reached for an ivory paper-cutter and began to open them.
One of them, from an unknown hand:--
DEAR MISS DUFFIELD:
I have something of interest I wish to tell to you, and I must see
you alone to do so. Will you have tea with me, say at the _Orange
Tea-Pot_, next Wednesday at five? You will catch the reason and the
caution implied in the rather unfrequented place. It is not bad,
though.
I hope to see you, and am,
Yours most sincerely,
THOMAS RENNARD.
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